Melloopy39 I can't begin to imagine what you are going through. Having to deal with one death is hard enough but multiple ones is a lot to bear indeed. Make sure to take the time for yourself that you need to heal. I find therapy extremely helpful because it gives me an outlet for my grief. I lost my Dad on Jan 14 and am still coming to terms with it myself. You will be in my thoughts and just know that you are not alone.