Hi all. I just lost my baby Doodles Monday morning. He had a long, full life and after 2 years of diabetes his illness finally overcame him. I thought I would have more time but he stopped eating last Thursday and it continued throughout the weekend, so we had to make the decision to let him pass on Monday. He was my one and only love, I have no other animals, no children and no significant other. Thankfully I have a lot of support around me but no one can understand this type of loss unless they’ve been through it. I just miss him so much everyday. I got his ashes back yesterday and brought him home. It’s just so difficult to try to get out of bed everyday. I already struggle with depression and anxiety so this has just made things so much more difficult. I just can’t stop this overwhelming feeling of sadness and heartbreak. He was my everything and my life revolved around his care. Now that he is gone i feel so empty.
