Laurieah

Thank you Kayc, Gwenivere and widow'15. ❤ thank you for your kind and comforting words and advice. I'm sure I will be a regular here, it's nice to know I have somwhere to go and people that understand.

Thank you so much MartyT ❤

Hello everyone and thank you for accepting me. I've never felt more alone in my life as I don't really have friends or much family. My S/O of just shy of 18 years passed on 3/21, he was my whole world. I've been struggling all week and then my bd came sunday and what would of been our 18 year anniversary on Monday, the pain and sheer exhaustion of grief seems to much to take. I feel guilty for living, eating, etc. I just don't feel like being alive. I know these feelings are normal, I came here to maybe find some kind of comfort amoung others who are going through this too, although I wish no one had to feel this immense pain of losing their partner in life.