We recently lost our beagle, our girl “Kobe” on Good Friday due to complications of diabetes which was sort of all new. I’ve been feeling guilty and wish I could have identified the symptoms. I feel like I neglected her; I’ve noticed some of the symptoms but didn’t act on it right away- I thought she would get better but when I brought her to the vet her blood sugar was very high already. She was in good health just this past year. I missed all the symptoms, I should have known better as I work in medical field. I blame myself for giving up so easily. Once I was told of the things that she would go through, what our family would go through- I didn’t take everything into considerations; I didn’t take days to think about it- maybe she could have recovered and she would still be with us; she was my best friend, my consoler, my good girl yet I didn’t fight long enough for her. Now all I feel is guilt and sadness. I really miss my beagle; I really miss my girl- our girl.