I just lost my teenage daughter....horrifically. it's been almost 2 weeks. I want to die. I cant do this. She was so innocent...all I can see is the horror of what she must have gone through. She was probably so scared. She probably cried for me...she was such a gentle soul and I cant believe they did what they did. I'm not doing this. I cant. I dont want to be here. It feels like I'm being forced to live.