My dad died a week ago and he was in hospital for a month before that. He did not tell me that he was sick and he told the hospital For a month he had no family. I’m just trying to understand why he did not want to say goodbye or I love you one last time. I would have liked to talk to him, even if just on the phone, because there was a bit of bad blood between us and it would have been good to clear things out. I feel punished, really sad and angry because even if I respect his choice I am the one who has to live with it forever.
