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MaryT, Thank you so much for taking the time to reach out to me and for your kind words. I appreciate the articles you have mentioned and I really found the one about comparison helpful. I found a few littel rituals to pay my tribute but it's not that easy. I am only temporary in the US and staying with a friend. I can't plant a tree for my brother or put my favorite picture of him on the piano. It feels like I can't even mourn properly because I am a guest in someone's house. It feels like my grief is accumulating and I feel lost and all alone without my brother. But I think the art

Hello, I am new here as well as is sharing my feelings about my brother's death. First of all, I would like to apologize for my English. I am German but staying in the US for research reasons. My brother died of a brain tumor on the 18th of March 2020. He was 5 years older than I am: my only brother and my favorite person in the whole world. We have been always very close and the early death of our mom (she died of cancer by the age of 48) has only strengthened our bond. He was diagnosed in December 2018 and it was so surreal. He was feeling good and went back to work only 5 we