I feel so sad and stupid and I wish so bad I could go back in time. My girl gave birth 3 days ago to 3 kittens, the last one was smaller and weaker so she kept putting her far away, the little one was cold all the time and moveless, so after doing research and consulting the vet, I decided yesterday that I was gonna take care of her, I managed to warm her up using blankets and hot water bottles but I made the BIG mistake when I tried to bottle feed her, I put her on her tummy but I believe the hole of the bottle was too broad, I I think she choked with the formula, it was terrible and I couldn't stop crying, I feel like an idiot :( We buried her on our yard
