Hello Kayc,
I’m very sorry for your loss. I appreciate you for sharing that with me, i can only image, I’m so sorry. I wish we all didn’t had to go through this living nightmare. I hope you’re doing better.
My grief is getting worse day by day, It has been 4 days since i held my beautiful Mimi. I’m trying to be strong but it isn’t easy, I’m still in so much pain, missing him so so much.
I signed up for a support group, it help a bit and I’m doing daily hypnosis off the YouTube, its comforting... a friend of mine sent me a poem and its so beautiful. It made my cry but gave me a bit hope. https://www.scrapbook.com/poems/doc/2907.html