Hi Bing.
Thank you for your message and your kindness. I'm sorry to hear about your father, please take all the time you need to process this. It's really hard to lose someone, especially someone so important. I'm glad he got to have positive experiences in his life; when I think about my grandma's life, I'm glad she got to have so many loving experiences with her family before she left. This post really helped me, especially:
because I've been struggling with suicidal thoughts for the days since she passed. I'm trying to find some way to keep living on this Earth, but it's hard to even think about her passing and living on Earth when she's not here. Thank you for your comment.
Thank you for reaching out and sharing your experiences