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I hope his waiting at the rainbow bridge

It’s 3 months today. Can’t believe It’s been 3mths. I watched some videos of him and had a good cry, I wish I had taken more. I guess I feel cheated that he was only 7yrs I should of had longer with him he deserved more more treats. I always dreaded him getting old and dying and it just feels like my worst nightmare has happened so soon. His gone already. Now I would give anything to see him get old and cuddle up with him.

Thank you for reply. I’m sorry to hear about Mango. I also have another dog Jensen who has been great he misses Dex too and has been there. I think it’s now my housemate seems to not want to talk about him anymore and ready to move on I feel like I’m dwelling for my own sake and that make me feel bad. Dex was so happy so would want me to get on with things I don’t know whether having picture of him as screen saver on my phone are a good thing Or looking at pictures but I don’t want to forget him it feels to soon. I just miss him he followed me everywhere.

hi everyone. my golden boy Dexter was a 7year old dog, full of life and love and suddenly became ill with cronic kidney failure. and colitis. i miss him so much its been 2 months and i cant stop thinking about him. he was my best friend and companion. i was in a bad place when i decided to get him as a pup and from the first moment we bonded it was truey special. i know everyone says that about their pets but he just made such an inpact to my life and now his gone i just feel completely lost, no anchor with out purpose. i keep busy and managed to function but i just feel empty without him. the time goes by and it seems to hurt more somedays. im trying to not think about him all the time and look at other things but the pain comes back and it floors me. i felt like i let him down intially as he was so fit and suddenly ill, my neighbours have been harrassing me and i felt sure they done something but that was just awful so i called the vet who as put my mind at rest. i still struggle to think how well he was one day and then so poorly.