6 weeks ago I lost my wife, Leslie, to cancer. I miss her so much. I feel lost without her. I depended on her being there. I am doing all the things I am supposed to. Exercising, getting together with friends, seeking out ways to express my grief. It helps when I am in those moments, but when I am alone it hurts so much. We were married 53 years and went "steady" for 8 years before that. It was love at first sight when we met in high school. This is the hardest thing I have ever had to do. I am emotionally unstable off and on. Meaning I cry. I wll forever love her. I sure hope this gets better.