He was here on valentines day opened his present . I built him a sleigh and pulled him around the farm behind the snowmobile . Then we played and he walked me to the road I asked him why is he taking dad to the road I said (you never go the road ) now i know he was saying he is leaving . We got in the house and he licked my face 100 times as I laughed and then he went down hill and in 24 hrs my son was gone . I cant stop crying .
I do not have family or many friends ,and we went to Arizona every winter for 5 years he would swim in or lake huron in the summer and Colorado river Parker Arizona in winter . Im going to miss him looking at me out the window ,our camping and boating he would float on the tube in lake Simcoe . He would ride in polaris RZR 4 or on the golf cart or on the ATV and site on the seat of my Kubota once I got off .
Im really hurt and do not know what im going to do .Sorry if my spelling is off as i cant see through the tears .
Kirk
