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Amorita

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  1. Hello, Im new to the site, i have been looking for a forum such as this and maybe i can share my grief with others, as my family have their grief aswell. On April 16th 2020,I lost my mum to a 10 year cancer illness, through which i also suffered her illness, doctors, medicines, chemo etc the whole thing, she changed in those years and i hadnt realised until now how sick she really was, in the meantime she also had my dad that she was tending to , she was 82 when she died he is 10 years older, so he is in aged care, and i put him in just at the same time my mum went into palliative care..they were in the same complex so that my dad was able to see her every day for the 3 weeks before she died. I would have thought that by the time 12 months had gone by that i would at least have come to terms with losing her...instead i feel that my grief has worstened, she is constantly in my mind and i cry at least 3 or 4 times a day and cant seem to move on, i find it hard to get on and do normal things i feel as though im dragging my feet and these chores are just a burden, i have a husband and two children one who lives near me, the other lives in the city they are my rocks, but they have their lives, even though they are in mine. My mum was everything to me, and even my dad is having difficulty getting on in aged care as the staff say he is angry all of the time and need to give him medication to calm him down, so this is another thing that upsets me aswell...life for our little family has changed drastically, im really trying to push myself into some kind of happy...but i just cant seem to do it...lll leave this here as i am having difficulty writing this..and i thankyou for reading it, i know there is no solution to grieving because you just dont "get over" anything like a loss. Thankyou
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