I just found out recently that my brother, whom is in his late 40s, has been diagnosed with inoperable brain cancer. He has 7 tumors.
We haven’t seen each for over a decade and now we are back in-touch due to his battle with cancer.
I am finding my emotions around this reunification after so many years to be very confusing. I am already anticipating his death and how I will feel when he passes. yet I have already grieved the loss of him over a decade ago. It is as though I am talking to his ghost now. We can’t see each other because of Covid, so that adds anothe