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Missing Omar

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  • Your relationship to the individual who died
    Common Law Wife
  • Date of Death
    April 22, 2021
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    Female
  • Location (city, state)
    Los Angeles

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  1. Thank You @Martyt. I thank all of you. For being there even tho I can't see or hear you. I can certainly feel your presence. And right now that is Gold to me. Maybe sometimes I ramble or my situation is very deep. But God knows I appreciate all of you. Bcuz you are there and you know.
  2. l keep hoping he will call on the phone and tell me"Come home baby!! I am not gone. You made a mistake. I am at home waiting for you. But the phone NEVER rings. And still I sit and wait hoping, praying, begging he will call. But in my heart of hearts. I know he is out there alone. We can't find him. And his body is slowly decaying.
  3. I act like I have EVERYTHING UNDER CONTROL. But I don't. Actually I am drowning in my sorrow. I can't sleep. I don't eat right. And I Hate the World bcuz they are living life while the Love of My Life was killed. And Never will they find his killer or killer's. It just isn't fair.
  4. I really want to Thank All of You. You all have helped me if only for a minute. I was starting to think I was all alone and I am drowning but don't know how to swim. Not in this Ocean of Grief. I feel so bad bcuz he felt something was wrong. He told me he heard voices and he asked me why did they want to hurt him. I told him he didn't have to worry that they would have to go through me. He asked me if he should go to the store and I said yes. He trusted me and now look at him. He is gone and he told me he was afraid to die. And that's what happened
  5. It's been only a couple of days, week's maybe just minutes. Since my best half was taken away from me, The 22nd of April 2021. He went to the store and NEVER came home again. My head won't shut up for a second. So I can try and put myself back together. But how can I fix myself when the best part of me is gone. This is unbearable PAIN and I don't want to feel it anymore. I am getting scared for my health bcuz I can feel this big solid ball of grief in my chest and it hurts so much
  6. I just noticed that this forum is for those who anticipate death. My husband wasn't sick. His life got taken by another person's hand. So I probably would PLEASE NEED SOMEONE TO DIRECT ME TO THE RIGHT FORUM. I DON'T MEAN TO BE UNGRATEFUL. BUT I TRULY NEED TO TALK TO OTHERS THAT ARE WALKING OR CRAWLING DOWN THE SAME ROAD I AM. THANK YOU SO MUCH AND GOD BLESS ALL OF YOU ON YOUR LIFE'S JOURNEY
  7. Hi I just lost the man I was destined to spend the rest of my life with.(So I thought) I mean from one day to the next he was gone and my whole life got turned upside down. I don't know what to do. I am so lost without him that it even hurts to breathe. This has got to be a sick joke someone is playing on me. He can't be gone. Please someone give me a clue on how to get rid of some of this pain that has me so broken 💔 inside.
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