CathyG

I have had days where every time I see my sisters picture, or think of her I cry, today was especially hard for me. I was on the treadmill and for some reason I couldn't get her out of my mind, and just started crying uncontrollable while I was walking on the treadmill.. I kept up my pace and did 30 minutes, but my tears kept coming for some reason. Most days I am okay with everything, but just out of the blue, the memories flood my head and the tears come very easily. My faith keeps me grounded, plus my loving husband also..

Thank you Kay for the kind words, so very sorry about your husband, prayers for some peace everyday...

I am sorry Gwenivere I thought I was posting on Al's post...so sorry about your loss also... ❤️

Yes I finally decided to do this, it does help for sure, and I am so glad the meds are finally working, mine are also, I had to add one to my current one to get through this grief.. they do help, plus I have been on the treadmill everyday since she passed except maybe a few Sundays..It helps me to think of something else, and her picture is on the wall by the treadmill and I smile at her... the grandkids will cheer you up for sure.. they always do, take care, I will see you at the memorial. I am not as proficient as you on the computer, so sorry I posted on the wrong one...oops

I am so sorry I thought I was posting on Al's post....very sorry.

I am so very sorry brother, I think about you as much as I think about Dorothy. I can only imagine how hard it is for you now that she is gone. She was your everything and you were her everything. I love and care you you brother.

I'm so sorry brother, wish I could take your pain away.. I do my share of crying also, usually every night when I lay down to go to sleep. I am the opposite of you, sleep is very hard for me, that is when I think about her more and see her in my dreams, different times we had so much fun together.. I love you brother, and praying time will bring you a little peace.

I guess I am still upset that the way she died is making me crazy cause there are vaccines available now for Covid, and she didn't believe in the vaccine. I wish she would of got it, and hopefully then she would still be here with us. I have not had contact with her for about eight years due to a disagreement we had in 2013, but I have never stopped loving her and checking on her thru her website DWLZ or her facebook. Neither one of us would start a conversation with the other, we are both stubborn, I guess, and now I wish I would of contacted her sooner. I did talk to her before she passed away but that was not enough time with her.. I am so sad that I will never have the chance to make amends with her and that I will never see her again. I definately feel for her husband Al, my brother, because they were married for just 12 days shy of 45 years and did everything together.. I do better during the days, but at night I dream of her and all the fun things we did together and with Al..She was alot of fun and loved people like me.. I miss her beyond words...love her forever... ❤️ ❤️