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  1. Please. Feel free to send me a message. Anytime. I beg you. I would be more than happy to talk to you. Or even just listen. Just listen to you. So that you don't feel so lonely and desperate, even if it is just for a couple of minutes... I am so so sorry to read this 💔
  2. @kaycThank you so so much for your kind words. I want to write a post about him, about my Yurko. I want to write about the way we found each other, about the way we helped, loved and made our life whole. I want everybody to know what an amazing and perfect son he was to me. But I Ieed some time, because it's been only a week. Today, it's been 7 days since his heart stopped and with him, my heart stopped and broke into a thousand pieces as well. Cancer. A sudden, dammed and disgusting cancer killed him in less than two days. And all I can write about is sadness and hopelessness. I loved the video. I love it and I know that he is running and sleeping under the sun..oh my dear, how much he loved the sun! Almost as much as he loved us. Running, sleeping and sunbathing were his hobbies. I hope the next post I can write will be more hopeful, and you will get to know his history. Sending you a great hug from Spain.
  3. You just described how I feel. I cannot cry anymore, not because I don't want to or I don't feel pain, but because aindont feel anything but emptiness. The idea of a life without him, does not make sense. I don't want that live. I want to hold him, kiss him, hug him to sleep. I cannot breath nor do I wish to breath. I am cutting myself because while I feel the pain in my skin, for a few moments, I don't feel it inside of my body. It is like a hole, a huge hole that has taken away all my hopes, all my happiness. I am taking pills everyday but nothing,nothing can bring him back. I am trying to live too, for him. Because he wouldn't want to see me dying. But it's getting so hard. Why my baby? Why? Ztyu123, I don't know you and I don't even know your name, but I hug you, I feel you, I wish I could help you.
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