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My beautuful Tiger

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  1. Hey Tiger...I miss you...hows things? I wonder if you miss me?I wonder what your upto right in this moment. I love you Tiger..I will be waiting a little longer and plant some spring flowers by your grave... Snuggles is snuggled upto me..literally tiger I took him to the vets to get his nails trimmed recently..it took me 3 appointments to get him to the vets..he was very nervous to go..They showed me how to trim his nails so i can do it myself...lets see how that goes! Sometimes I lay here and wish you were together here with me. I know your in a better place. I always pray we will be together in another life. There is not a day that goes by where I dont think about you.....I love you Tiger...I miss you deeply my best friend...im sure snuggles does too..xxxx
  2. Hello Tiger, I wonder how you are... I miss you and love you...wish you was here.... Love smuggles and your best friend.. Xxx
  3. Me amd snuggles had a moment. I was looking at him as i cried and he was looking at me.... I heard this poem from before...it reminds me of you.xxx
  4. Helllooo my beautiful Tiger...ohh I miss you so much..I cant believe its been 2 years today that we temporary parted....Time hasnt been a healer...I function...sometimes i daydream about you running around or meowing...I miss picking you up...I wonder what you would think abiut the changes that I will be going through? I wonder if you think its a good idea or not..I miss your cute furry face and your wet nose and your soft hair by your ears and in between your paws..I pray that me..you and snuggles will end up together again...thats what gets me through...I love you Tiger..im here...always will be...πŸ˜ͺ..xxxx
  5. Dear Tiger, I think about you every single day.. happy new year my beautiful Tiger i miss you sooo much. I love you so much....see you soon. Xxx
  6. Hi kayc, Thank you for your support as always. Im sorry to hear about Kodies eye surgery.. I can understand to some degree how you must be feeling...im sure you will wrap your fur baby in much love as help them get through it...hoping and praying everything goes ok. Sending you lots of wishes your way also. Please keep us updated and let us know how it went. X
  7. Tiger....my little Tiger..I miss you...theres not a single day that goes by where I dont think of you..you know I always hate this time of year since you passed..It is very cold outside and I watch on as I see your grave iced and frosted over.and your lights dont light up..I wonder if your cold for that moment...but then I hope and pray that your in a better place full of warmth.....I love you Tiger..You brought so much happiness in my life and I feel so blessed I got that with you..So alot is happening atm..but on the funny side...the fox ate the scraps of spaghetti bolognese that bugs made...n then the birds ..like it was funny..Ive noticed there coming out more on the the night so Ma has given me apples to give..bugs says i should stop feeding them..but I cant help it..it must be hard for them to forage in this weather...snuggles must miss you..I talk to him about you sometimes and he listens...I pour much love into him ....sometimes I cant help but picture you both together..cant wait until were reunited all together god willing in the next life...I miss you my dear Tiger.....xxx
  8. Miss you Tiger....Been thinking about you alot.....so much has been happening...snuggles is curled upto me...I tell him all the time I love him...I been thinking and talking about my plans and I cant help but wish you was here to be part of them.im actually hopeful..I really think everything happens for a reason...I realised alot Tiger and I want you to know Im ok....Ive moved on from alot of stuff that was hurtng me and for a while i didnt feel like myself...but i see the light at the end of it all...... The lights are fading in the garden but the house is warm for you...I hope your not too cold..... Wish i could hug you and pick you up and let you sit on my shoulder like how you would..you never wanted to get down......I love you Tiger...your my best friend.... Xxxxx
  9. My beautiful Tiger..I wonder.. how are you?.another season had nearly come and gone again and Its a bitter reminder that time is going by without you..can the world just stop for a little bit..so we can have our time again.I got my old phone working again and it had yours and snuggles baby pic on...you both look so cute.have a look.. .snuggles is literally running above my head right now and knocking things over..he is so cheeky and mischievous..sometimes I feel he gets so bored and misses your presence...I brought another bird feeder...so the squirrels can actually have some food...well..erm lets say the stand has somewhat ended up falling over! I will sort it out over the weekend...you might be comforted and pleased to know that I have learned to let go of people who hurt me and bring no value to my life...Its actually nice to meet people who actually like and accept me for me and who actually care..lately ive accepted alot...The only only thing i will never accept is that permenant feeling of your absence...I love you far to much to ever let a day go by without thinking of you...I suppose you heard the changes that will be happening...I hppe you know you will always be with me...Love you...my best friend..my true love Tiger.until we meet again..xxx
  10. Tiger, I just wanted to say I miss you. Not a day goes by where I dont think about you....the gardens looking much better and your grave looks all nice and lit up...snuggles has had his operation...he is doing good..running around on the night...things dropping on my head..he's so lovable and he gives me plenty of hugs and cuddles...I love you both...lifes been busy...im optimistic and ive been meeting new people...and I always ask first if they like cats of course you both come first...I miss you...love you.....
  11. Tiger....tiger....I miss you so dearly...what i would give just to have a cuddle....they say times a healer...i still dont believe that...tbe pain somehow always feels the same...just that seasons change...snuggles has been helping me through alot...I needed you both more than you ever needed me....I believe in fate and I believe in love at first sight because the way I care and love you both..only god knows...I look out into the garden and I find myself in that moment saying to myself aloud that.."i miss you Tiger"....I love you Tiger...I cant wait to see you again( god willing)... I love you truly...and miss you every single day.....
  12. Dear Tiger, I miss you...i think about you often and l always have these time were i fall deeply into abyss in my mind and wonder about all the scenorios of you here with me...I wonder if you would be snoozing...exploring outside..i imagine alot of stuff....snuggles is always comforting me and im super grateful to have you both...Ive had my heart broken recently...but the pain is way easier to deal with...because the pain of loosing you for now...can never compare...I hope you like the lights lit all over your grave....I miss you deeply Tiger....I wonder if your able to miss me....I looked at snuggles the other day and I said...i wonder if you and tiger will ask for me in heavanπŸ˜₯...or I wonder if you will ask for anything else...I love you Tiger....you loved me for me...you was there for me through everything...the compassion I feel i have been shown by you and snuggles...not even humans have come close to that...... As long as you and snuggles love me forver ....I know I will be ok🌹🌹🌹🌹love you so muchhhhh ...in this life and the next.......
  13. My beautiful tiger....I miss you..litetally everything..about..you....πŸ˜₯πŸ˜₯πŸ˜₯ Love you my tiger❀
  14. Thanks mav. I love the picture too.πŸ’šπŸ˜” Thank you also kayc.πŸ’š
  15. Hello my beautiful Tiger... Ahhhh I miss you soo much...house feels empty still and snuggles was sniffing round your grave the other day..sometimes im like so disorientated as i still hear your meow....like it sounds like you...you and snuggles always had a different one to each other so i get distressed/happy at same time because I think your here...ahhh Tiger I have this incredible amount of sadness that is there and this hollowness that goes unoticed by people...The sofas are going soon and I opened ur box to feel your clipping of hair...the tears it brings..it makes it feel like im literally touching your soft fur again. I had a dream of you the other day...honestly Tiger..its the happiest I have felt waking up in the morning....I love you tiger...I seen this picture...it really touched my heart..like it literally describes how I feel about you and snuggles...have a look....dont worry their is room for both of you in my heart...love you forever tiger...sending you hugs from your little familyπŸ₯Ί... Xxxxxx
  16. Ahhh Tiger....I miss you dearly... Im literally drowning in tears right now. Just seen this video...I instantly thought of you..the way I used to pick you up and you would move up my shoulder to get comfortable and you would never jump down. Like you just loved me holding you.......I miss your hugs and cuddles..i miss your presence around the house......I would do anything just to you hold you again..Felt so loved ...so needed...so safe.....πŸ˜₯πŸ˜₯πŸ˜₯πŸ˜₯...going to pray for you tonight.. Love you my tiger! Enjoy watching...xxx
  17. My beautiful Tiger..... I miss you....i miss you.....I miss you....................I was in a dark place a few days ago and its as though I seen you there...you was comforting me while I cried on the floor in the bathroom..was my mind tricking me??? I wonder.??to be able to think I seen you again I wouldnt care if my mind tricked me everyday....because it was everything...I needed you..I need comfort..I was left alone again in that darkness.....but you would never leave me alone.its the one of the few things I know for certain..you seen so much with me... of my life and still its as though your there.....I thought I would loose all your pictures on my phone....I felt like my life was drowning...I felt a type of panic came over me....all though I find it too painful and hard to look at them..Its still comforts me to know your voice is there...I panicked at my phone getting broken..I dont care about the phone..but I cared deeply the fact that still 1 year later and I have like 5 tabs open on my phone when I was googling how many seizures can a cat survive..how to administrate fluids...I cant bring myself to close them..I need to feel ..I want to remember you...I want to remember what it was like when I still was googling questions trying to find desperate answers to help save youπŸ˜₯πŸ˜₯πŸ˜₯πŸ˜₯πŸ˜₯πŸ˜₯πŸ˜₯.I would have done anything.I wish I could hold you again...I love you tiger.....you loved me unconditionally...
  18. Tiger, Guess what I just broughtπŸ‘€....I brought some catnip seeds for the garden..remember when I tried to grow it before? Well this time im very hopeful that I can grow it properly now. Do you think snuggles will love it🀭? I think so....hmm Im a bit worried about getting all the other cats in my garden😳....but then your there..keeping guard...I will keep you updated on how it goes and show you some pictures..I love you Tiger...I honestly cant wait to pot some beautiful bedding on your grave....I got some beautiful flowers ordered for yoy next week..I told them to put all the colours are adorned you with inside your coffin...I still remember how beautiful and peaceful you looked and was lying while I put the roses all around youπŸ˜₯πŸ˜₯πŸ˜”...ahhh Tiger..I sure do miss you and your presence around me and in the house..the garden...usually you would be begging me by the door to let you out in the winter..I used to never want your paws to get cold...I keep looking at the garden everyday and its bothering me..Its overgrown and messy and I promise I will sort it...oh i hope you dont mind but Ive been putting some bird seeds out for the birds..they have been loving it and it keeps snuggles entertained...the fox is back😳...oh tiger I sure loved nature and being outside chilling with you in the garden...your missed..like everyday..theres not a day that goes by where I dont think of you...I love you Tiger...xxxxx
  19. Tiger, I miss you... Snuggles misses you...he had a dental recently and its left his mouth slightly lopsided like how yours went after you had yours. I cant help but picture you there when he does it. My heart fills with sadness and creeps up at random times...My heart feels heavy and I feel guilty lately..Im redecorating Tiger including your room. Its breaking my heart that I will be removing the sofas in your room. Everything has been in the same place since you passed away. Your chair is there....that you would curl upto...your baset sits there...everythings the same.snuggles hasnt used your bed since you passed away...I framed a picture of and snuggles a few months ago. I feel it captures a beautiful memomary....when you was sleeping...warm...and with me... I see you in all the places i go in the house and am sorry you didnt get to fully explore everywhere...i wonder at times what you would be doing...rolling around...hiding...sleeping..scratching the carpet... I love you Tiger...I miss us and our little family we had...πŸ˜₯πŸ˜₯πŸ˜”πŸ˜”
  20. Sometimes I just want to scream....Sometimes im angry and frustrated...Sometimes I wish I could demand that time stopped still when you passed away. So people could stop acting like life just goes on..so i can be allowed to grieve and be sad and that it would be ok if i never felt ok again.I wouldnt have to answer to the world nor explain tirelessy about how affected I am..still am with your death.dosent anyone care that something truly departed from this world...so why is it ok for even me to laugh and smile...why is it ok for me to carry on each day...im angry at the season..its too cold for your body to lay there tiger..you shoild come in..its warm inside...whenever I feel my feet off the ground and myself floating...i remember that I truly believe that we will meet again...and because of that my feet become grounded again and I learn to just about walk again.In a world were everyone hurts each other...you never once brought me that feeling..and for that I am forever thankful for giving me unconditional love and thankful for you not leaving me and replacing me... Love you Tiger. Xxx
  21. I hate the thought him being outside in the cold while im warm insideπŸ˜”
  22. I looked out in the garden today and i filled with sadness. The flowers that I laid on your grave a few days ago have frosted over because of the weather. It makes my heart sad.I miss you.
  23. They say time heals...im not sure i truly believe that. It has been 1 year to date since you passed away. Winter is the same and I felt peacful visiting you today..I hate you being outside in the cold..I hate that I cant hold you..just..one more time. Sometimes I feel you was a test for me and I cant help wonder if im failing and if it was all for nothing....my heart hurts and have never felt or can compare anything to this heartbreak...like nothing can break me the way this has broken me...I pause sometimes when i open the door and in that moment my heart fills with hope that you will be there always looking at me through the glass. I always hoped you would outlive me. That I would be the one that would go first. Selfishly i wanted that so i always thought that i wouldnt then need to deal with this loss...but then now im living it..im kind of relieved that it was me who held you in your last moments and no one else. I think about how scared you must have felt...I blamed myself for not remembering every detail...Tiger...I miss you more than i can ever put into words....I miss everything we had..our bond...our cuddles...I love you Tiger..honestly forever. Xxxx
  24. Its been exactly 1year since he passed away today. I sorted his grave and laid some flowers and said a prayer. I felt his fur that i have in his box and sat looking at his chair...πŸ₯Ί
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