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brokensoul

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About brokensoul

  • Birthday 09/25/1974

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    Cincinnati, Ohio
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    I'm 32, married with one child (a 2 year old daughter). I enjoy spending time with my daughter and husband. I'm working on a degree in psychology. I haven't been back to school since my younger brother, Tom, 24, died this past June 19th, 2006. I am still in shock about his death. He was my only sibling.

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  1. Thank you all so much for your care and support. It is so hard but it does help that there are people out there that understand me. I do have faith and my faith is what keeps me going. I'm lucky to have such a wonderful husband and a beautiful and healthy daughter. It's these things that help me make it through each day. All I can do is pray that I will be reunited with my brother someday. Until then I will not be complete, but I will do what I can to live my life because I know thats what he would have wanted for me. Thank you all.
  2. This is a post to honor the memory of my brother Tom who died on June 19th, 2006 at the age of 24. He was my only sibling and he was a wonderful, sweet, kind, and loving guy. He was a wonderful poet and writter. He was a very giving person and a wonderful uncle, brother, son, and friend. He is loved by so many people and will NEVER be forgotten. He is and always will be a huge part of my life and my heart. It was an honor to know him and a pleasure to spend 24 years with him. I LOVE YOU TOM! I always have, I always will! Your sister, Amy
  3. I can totally relate. My younger brother, Tom 24, died on June 19th 2006. He was in a terrible car wreck. I too remember the police coming to my door and telling me to call my mom. It was very very early in the morning and we were all sleeping. I guess I didn't hear my phone ringing. My family is a mess and I am falling to pieces. Please feel free to email me anytime. I'd love to talk to someone that knows exactly how I feel. I've been to a group greif counseling thing, but it was hard for me to listen to people talk about their 90 year old grandmother that died and hear them ball and yell and say things like "I can't believe God would do this to me". It made me so mad! I just wanted to say...."Are you kidding me? 90 years old? Sick for the last ten years....and you are 'sad'? Give me a freaking break!!!!" I am just so shattered and heart broken and angry right now. I can't imagine my life without Tom in it. I don't want to. I know it is reality, but at this point I just don't have a grasp on that. I can't even look at his picture or think of him. It's just too painful. It still feels like a nightmare to me. Again, please email me if you ever want to talk. I'd love to talk anytime and I do mean ANYTIME day or night. amymspecht@yahoo.com I will pray for you.
  4. I've read many posts on this site and I'm so sorry to you all. I too lost my younger brother, Tom, on June 19th, 2006. He was only 24. He was my only sibling. He died in a terrible car accident. He was drinking and driving. He was the only person that died. No other cars were involved. He went off the side of the road, overcorrected and went off the other side down into a ditch crashing into several trees. They say he died instantly, but only God knows that forsure. I am so angry right now. I miss him so so so much. Words fail to express my feelings. My family is so sad. I am trying to be strong for my mom, dad, my husband, and my two-year old daughter, but I'm falling apart on the inside. I just can't imagine living the rest of my life without him and I hate the fact that my daughter won't even remember him (other than what she hears when she grows up). Tom was a great brother, uncle, son and friend. There were almost 500 people at his funeral. I wear a necklace that holds his ashes everyday, but I find it hard to even look at his picture or think about him. I try to block it all out. It's just too much to deal with. I pray for a sign from him, but either they never come or I miss them. I just need to know he is okay. We weren't raised in a religious family, so I'm not exactly sure what his beliefs were about God and death etc. And that is so hard for me. If anyone wants to talk to me and can relate to this, PLEASE email me. I need to talk to someone who can actually relate to this, not just people that think they can. My email address is: amymspecht@yahoo.com I'd love to hear from you if you've been through this too. Thank you all for listening. God bless you and your family.
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