Nightbeader

I am living in Marysville, Washington and getting used to the new surroundings. Coming from Arizona where rain was rare, I am loving the rain and getting good use from brand new whipper blades lol

This afternoon was another day of streaming tears. Luckily I know live my daughter and her lovely partner. They gave me their room and fixed it up so beautifully. I’ve been with them for two months now and am learning about the state of Washington. I lived in Arizona for over 66 years and my husband was born in Arizona. He died so unexpectedly and now that my affairs in AZ are all settled I think that is why the tears are starting to flow so much. Right after he died I had so many things to do in order to move. I wanted him to move here but he wasn’t interested so now I’m here and I brought his ashes with me.

My husband died on November 2, 2021 which was his 70th birthday. Since then, I’ve had to re-home my cat, sell two vehicles, our family home and move out of state. Today, April 2, 2022 has been five months and my life has changed forever. I’ve been journaling, read several books on grief, am visiting a counselor via phone sessions and tried a grief zoom group. The zoom group was bible based and too religious for me, so I thought I give this a try.