Hi, I lost my dad on Dec 20, 2006 to cancer. He had only been diagnosed 5 weeks before and the past couple of months has been an absolute blur. He was 65...very young and vibrant...most of all, one of my best friends. I guess I came looking here because I'm having a little trouble coping. I've literally been numb, or as some have often referred to me over the last month, strong. Within the last week though, the numbness is leaving and reality is setting in. I'm sad, having trouble sleeping, trying to help my mom cope as best as I can. I'm having trouble concentrating or even just being nice to people in general. I'm wandering through life, hoping that people will understand why I'm not myself and really dont want to be. Most of all, I think I'm just worn out. I'm back to work, busy with the kids and my mom and trying to grieve myself. Any advice on how to get through this and still maintain my sanity anyone???
