This year has been so hard so within 5 months time this year I lost my Mom (68), my Brother (43), and my Uncle (66). It just doesn't seem like things are ever going to look up. I know they will but it has been a lot of stress, pain and heartbreak going on in my family. I am just so lost and feel broken. I know that I have loss little parts of me and I won't be the same. Different but missing a part of myself. I feel like everytime things are starting to feel a little normal something else happens. 😕 And all the holidays, birthdays and milestones are tearing me apart.
