I wasn't expecting to fall pregnant, but I did. I didn't have a choice, I got forced into having it but then I was attacked and I had complications which then affected the pregnancy, about 2 weeks after the attack I got really bad pain and bleeding got rushed to hospital and had a miscarriage. I hate him for abusing me. I'm glad he's in jail but I lost my little one. When I found out I was pregnant I knew I had to live for this baby, I had to pull my **** together and stay alive to cherish and care for my daughter. But now, I'm broken.
nothing is working with being supported through this difficult time for me. Its like I'm in a ball of he'll that isn't coping we'll. I miss her, I cuddle her Teddy bear me and my ex partner got her for when she was born, I love you Lillya
