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wizpup

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  1. Mona, I am so very sorry. I myself am trying to deal with loss, and then I read these posts and feel that I am not alone, although being alone in this would mean you woudn't be hurting so much. I wasn't there when she went; my husband asked me not to go because I probably wouldn't have gone through with it. I wish you speed in your healing Tami
  2. We had to put our 13 year old dog Wizpup to sleep yesterday, and I wish I could bring her back. She had really bad arthritis, and we had to carry her up the steps this last week. However, the clincher was that she bit my 21 month old daughter because Jenna didn't know better than to leave her alone. She didn't break the skin but the vet said she was a ticking time bomb, so we did what I hope was what we had to do. I keep thinking that if I could have just kept Jenna away from her more, or if I would have taken the time to walk her more, her hips wouldn't have hurt so badly and she would still be here. Wizpup saw me through a divorce, infertility and death, but never once let me down, and now I feel as if I let her down. I have another dog that is wandering around aimlessly, and a husband that is trying to be the strongest for all of us, but is heartbroken. Here are some questions I would like to ask: How do we know that she does not hurt anymore? What if where she is kept her in just as much pain as she was here? WHAT IF THERE IS NO RAINBOW BRIDGE AND I HAVE LEFT MY BABY ALONE!!!!!!!!!!!!! What if she is scared, and hungry and her sight didn't come back? What if the other dogs she has met in the past don't remember her and she is lonely? I almost wish she went straight to heaven so she could be with my Dad. I want to so mch believe that she is in a better place, and I am sure as the days go on I will. For now, I am just going to keep her in my heart forever. Thanks for listening, Tami
  3. I am so sorry for your losses, and that your nursing them did not work. It's unfortunate that love can't heal all wounds, or your kittens would have lived forever. You are in my thoughts and prayers Tami
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