momof5

My heart is sad. My 2 girls are in heaven. My 21/2 yr. old died in January and my 5 yr. old died in October 2004. This is my first Christmas without both girls and it is very hard. We are going to go to their graves and release balloons for them on christmas. My other 5 yr. old calls the cemetary, Sarah and Kenzie's garden. I wish my angel girls a merry christmas. I miss you both. Mommy loves you both. I wish I could hug and kiss you both. Toni

Lisa, I lost my 2 1/2 yr. old daughter 3 months ago. Life will not be the same again. Men do grieve different than women do. My husband and I have grieved differently. Have you heard of compassionate friends? It is a support group that meets once a month for parents that have lost a child. That has helped me alot. If you have a close friend or pastor that you can talk too about your loss. When you are ready to move her things then move them. It took me 2 months before I moved her crib out of the living room back into the bedroom. I still have her carseat in the van. This is a hard journey . Someone reminded me I can do this, no it isn't easy but you can make it thru. To help get my anger out, I went and rearranged some rocks in this field near my house. Just my two cents, Toni

From the first moment I saw you, I knew you were a special child. You are my angel baby, even though you have real wings now. Even though, you never spoke a word you touched my life and the lives of others in a special way. I will always love you! Love, Mommy

my baby girl was 2 1/2 yrs. old when she died in january of this year. My miss her soo much. It hurts so bad sometimes.