Hanan

Hi Chrissy777 I might be late in replying, but this is my first day as a member. Oh how I feel with you. I lost my husband Bill almost two years ago and I felt ecactly like you so many times. I found that my best therapy is to get myself out of the hole. I found getting busy was the best therapy. After he left me I was busy renovating our home which he asked me to do in order to sell it and move to an apartment - he did not want me to do all the tough work in a house. After that I enrolled in a school and was busy taking a "spa management" course. I was the eldest student in the school but I did not feel it, and now I am looking for a job. This will keep me going I think. I try to meditate sometimes which helps. also praying is so soothing to the soul. BUT, the feeling of loss will never go away I think. I hope you feel better now. God bless you.