If you are abnormal, then so am I! I lost my one son,my baby 28 years old in a truck accident almost four years ago and my husband 10 days later from a blood clot.Not a day goes by that I do not miss and want them back!My son lived with us and I will not let anyone in his room,they are his things and no one can touch them. I am alone in this house now,but still feel as if I'm waiting for them to come home and then they don't!! I do not feel real,as if this is a story and I'm waiting for it to end.How could this have happened ??I go through the motions one day at a time to do what needs to be done.I am so very sorry for your pain,no one can understand what you feel or tell you how you should be! No one can say anything to me about my son,my heart,what's left of it, feels as if it is being ripped out all over again. You are you and have to deal with this pain in your own way,whatever it takes to get through each day.May God help you find some peace some way. Hopeless
