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rgangel

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    Rochester Methodist Hospital, Rochester, MN
  1. I just lost my husband two weeks ago today... I am 32, he was 31. We have a beautiful baby boy, who is almost 7 months. We had just started our family, when we found out he had liver cancer. He went through successful radiation and chemo treatments and had a successful liver transplant. The radiation really caused some problems, and needless to say, he had many complications. We fought for a very long two months,but in he end, was too tired to fight. Now, here I am, by myself, with a very small child to raise. I am trying to grieve, but feel as if I did so much of that while we were on a constant rollercoaster for two months. I feel like there is something wrong with me. Since I've been home, I haven't broken down once. People say they are pretty impressed with the way I'm handling things. Should I be crying every minute? Angry? Sad? I think at this point I'm extremely numb, and don't know how I should be feeling. I'm afraid that if I don't start showing something, it'll all come crashing down and I won't know how to handle myself. I hope there is someone out there that can relate to what I'm going through right now. rgangel
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