Hi, This is my first time at the site. I also lost my mother on March 30, 2004. She went to take a nap and never woke up. She was found with a smile on her face so I'm sure she was happy to go with Jesus when He came for her. I'm really happy for her as she had not been well for a couple years. However, I never realized this was going to be so hard. She always called me "the good daughter" (I have a wayward sister) so I was given the task of making sure everything was in order for her. We had to fly her to another state (FL to VA) for her service and to lay her to rest. I have been extremely busy taking care of things but now that I'm slowing down, I am having trouble. I can't seem to make decisions, my eyes keep leaking and I just want to go curl up somewhere. I came to this site hoping to share my thoughts and feelings and to make sure that what I'm feeling is normal. Maybe we can share with one another and that way neither of us will feel so alone or broken. I am truly sorry for your loss. I know how it feels.
