I just lost my best friend yesterday. I miss him so much, I can't stop thinking of him. Klever was a Schaunzer mix that my husband and I adopted from the shelter when he was just six weeks old. He brought so much to our lives, and now that he's gone I feel so empty. We have another dog his name is Bumpy but somehow it dosen't seem the same now. I worry about him too because they were always together, but I can't tell if he's sad or not, I guess that means he's not. I know I'm just rambling but it's still so new and I feel so confused and sad. Yesterday was the first day in ten years he didn't greet me and the door with that yappy howl of his and I knew something was wrong right away, I found him on my sewing room floor, it hurt so much that he was alone when this happened to him. I think it was a seizure that took him away from us, he'd had them a lot when he was younger. I try to comfort myself that he had a happy life he was on the bed wagging his tail when I said goodbye to him just that morning. I know there's nothing I could have done, but it doesn't make it hurt any less. I know that only time will heal the way I feel. He was happy with just a sqeaky toy or a tennis ball, and he was always there for me when I cried, he'd lay his head on my chest and look at me with those big brown eyes, and I knew everything would be alright, but he's not here to do that now. I know so many people have been through this, and they get through it, does anyone have any suggestions? I always love you Klever love, Mommy