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Marcus

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  1. Dear Christian, It was sad to read about your current situation, as it hit me close to home. I know exactly how you feel, it's almost as if the world just turned around and kicked you in the ass. Not to say it lightly but that's how it works, these things unfortunately hit us hard when we are least ready for them. One thing you must remember none of this is your fault, so get the thoughts of " i killed my own mother" out of your head as those thoughts will bring you nothing but more pain. Their were definitely times where i would think, i wish i had said that or did that with my dad. This thinking lead myself on a path for destruction, dont let people tell you to "suck it up" as we all heal differently. Especially if this comment is coming from someone who has not been exposed to death, because they cannot relate, your body will let you know when it is ready, however i do believe your grandfather is right, that you should probably be in college right away, yes it will be tough but it will help you to perservere and become stronger. When i lost my father, i was 19 i was in my first semester of college i had, like yourself missed some class to help him out around the house i dont regret missing school but i can say i am glad i stuck with it for i feel stronger than most others now and more mature. The loss of a parent is a very hard thing but try taking a different approach to your days, like what would my mother of wanted me to do?, or how can i help out and be strong for my sister? And believe me Christian, their were tough times at first but i got intouch with some similar people who had been around disease and death, and it opened my eyes. In all honesty i couldnt tell you a week goes by without thinking of my father, but i like to remember the good times. School can be a form of healing, When the world gets tough i like to think get tough and smile back at the world. The toughts about killing your mother, well she as you said took aliking to those milkshakes, well would you have really told her no you cant have one if she had asked. Dont dwell in the past try to shed light on the future and be there for the ones around you. I know it is a tough thing to do especially at your age but I promise you Christian, the sooner you look past the negative aspects of your life the sooner you will be back on your feet and ready to start healing. In some last words i can only say i hope for you to have some positive light in the near future and i am deeply sorry to hear of you loss. Also if you wish to talk, i would be more than willing to hear what you have to say (480) 634-0951 Sincerely Marc
  2. Hi Lauren as for returning you email, here it goes. I have been pretty busy getting everything ready to go for California, i have ordered the truck to move, sold my old car, bought a new car, paid my first months rent and am ready to move in. I am so sorry i could not attend the reunion, god knows i was really looking forward to that. I miss you guys alot and think about you often, and if you ever need someone to just listen to you i can do that, you have my number and email from the journal, or those of you who have facebook and/or myspace can find me there. well my summer is coming to an end and i am headed off to my last party with my friends for the summer. Get back to me i would like to hear from each and every one of you! From Head to Toe Marc Burillo
  3. I can Honestly say that this trip was an amazing time and i am very grateful for being a part of the GGW 2006 Trip, everyone who participated on this trip needs to register on here, i am thinking of having a Will Farrell Night sometime Soon!
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