I am twenty two, and I have had the hardest life trying to let my self know for once that she is gone, but I believe she is not. My mother was 50 when she got lung cancer and the tumor had spread in her back, spine, brain, and lungs. After she was dignosed in August of 2003, she died shortly after in September27,2003. I lost a part of me that day, and I cannot seem to realize that she is gone. Before my mom died, I was anorexic and dropped to 98 pounds. She was so scared that I would die of heart problems or something. I started to get better and understood my eating disorder, but then when my mom got sick I found myself losing control again, this time bad. My family was not there. The day that my mom was in the hospital that my grandma, my moms cousin, and my moms sister. Started to really heat things up on me. I have two brothers, and a sister. My mom would never wanted us all to dispute over her things just do it right and not argue. I wish. My grandma, moms cousin, and sister were the biggest control freaks I know they had to have everything there way. The day before my mom died my moms cousin which is a lawyer went in and drew up the will on my moms death bed. Right when she was on alot of morphine and could not even talk. My moms cousing kicked all the family out to draw up this so called will. Right then I knew that they were trying to take my moms things away from us kids. I was getting really angry, so a couple weeks after my mom died. My moms cousin went over the will with everyone and that all the stuff out of the house us kids wanted we would be charged with and the stuff we did not want would be sold in a gargage sale, the money from the yard sale would be used to pay my moms bills off. Yeah, right I found out that my moms side of her family we will call them were after my moms money for themselves and so us kids got nothing. I got a lawyer I was sick of the feud and he stopped the yard sale he was on the ball and all when all of the sudden TODAY was the yard sale how could that be when it was going to probate court I thought. The lawyer did not tell me he let it go, and when I did go and try to get my things my moms family had the stuff that I wanted with sale tags on it for the yard sale and people were wanting to buy it. How the hell could someone do that. I am wondering if anyone has lost a parent and had to go through this crap. I am so angry, I want to keep them from selling my moms house and I think by getting another lawyer that might help any help out there please I need to ease my pain some were. Raynee
