Hi Aljosa, I am also in a similiar situation. I am 27, my fiancee was 29 and passed away 25 days before our wedding. We have been together just about 6 years and lived together for just over 4. I don't know how much I can offer you since I am on week 9 now and just missing him like crazy! Its going to be hard going through my life without Seamus (Shay-mus). Its like we had our hole plan worked out and ready to go and now the plan belongs solely to me and I have to get back on track with it. I am sorry about the loss of your girlfriend. It is hard when you weren't married. I am not sure what to call it, I am not widowed, but am I? I know I probably didn't help much, but know you are not the only one who has lost a boyfriend/girlfriend. Stephanie
