I thought I was ready for this..I have always been so strong, but now I am so sad, confused, adrift. My husband, Larry, passed away, here at home, as he wanted, last Friday, with me and his HOV nurse. He was ready..I thought I was ready..I knew his suffering would be over, that he would be better off. It's only been 4 days, but each day, it gets more difficult for me. We would have been married 37 years this August 1st. I am wondering if I will ever be okay again. I feel like half a person. The night is so long, so lonely, so empty.