Angellea

I am so sorry to here of youe loss I know it is hard. but the only thing I can say now is keep talking about it and in time you will feel better I dont know if the pain ever gose awaybut I hope it dose I just loss my big brother on July 11th 2004 and I feel like it will never end. I hope that mabe we can help each other to get on with our lifes. Angellea

I lost my brother James July 11th 2004. His birthday was July 22 and This has been so hard. People say I should be staring to feel better but I dont . Its hard to breath and I my chest feel like it is being crushed all the time. it like a bad dream you cant wake up from. I just dont know what to do any more I am so mean to people for no reson at all and that is not me. I am a very nice person kind giving and understanding .but The last 2 weeks I have been a not very nice person and I dont like it. I want my life back and my brother I know I cant have him back but it dont stop the want . Angellea (Sister to James)