My husband died three yrs ago and I cant or dont know how to deal with it I guess I never allowed myself to greive and feel anything about it but it seems to be hurting me alot these days. I cant stop thinking of him and Ive been having nitemares about it.We where married for 15 yrs and sepprated for the last 2 yrs of his life a couple of months before he died we became close again.Now my emotions are all over the place. I just dont know what to do.I never had time to greive for both my inlaws. I was there home health worker all the way until my father in law died.Due to family problems I never got to say good bye to my mother in law.Their other son moved her out of the home and would not let us see her before her death. So my feelings have been so confusing to me.I dont know what I am feeling.I need to talk to some one .Please help!!!!!!!!!!!!
