Katydid

My mother died 6 years ago today and I too felt glad this morning when thought about what her life is like now. Six whole years in heaven! I truly am glad for her even though it is hard for me and my siblings to be here without her. Thanks for your reminder of the good feelings that still come our way. Kay

. . . .times, the angry words, the stuff that irritated me about him so I won't grieve him. Do any of you do that too? I want to stop loving him so I will stop missing him. I feel like I am trapped in this grief for the rest of my life. I hate the weekends, I hate the holidays (is everybody else REALLY that happy?), I hate that there is no end in sight for the loneliness. Kay

Hi Everyone, I wanted to introduce myself. My name is Kay and I want to say thanks for sharing on this forum. Reading your posts has helped to ease my pain, know that I am not alone, remind me that I am not crazy. I lost my boyfriend in January of this year. We were together several years - he wouldn't marry me because we found out early in our relationship that he had a diseased organ and only a few years left to live. He broke up with me as he saw his sickness progress, he said he wouldn't let me watch him die. He wouldn't have anything to do with me. I never got to say goodbye. But I know he will be one of the people waiting for me when I go to Jesus. I can't wait to see him again. He was the love of my life. I loved him, I still do. Anyway, that's my story and I appreciate the chance to be on such a kind, caring forum.