It's been a little over 3 weeks now since I lost my baby Chyna. I am still not coping. My little girl is gone. It hurts so much. She was a little over 9 yrs old. I will try to describe what happened without breaking down again. Chyna is a chihuahua, and we also have 2 other larger mix breed dogs. They all got along and ate with each other and slept most of the time in my bed together. Patches had pups 2 weeks prior to this. On this particular night I was sitting on my bed and Chyna got down to get a bite of food with Patches. Well Patches just turned so quick and nipped at Chyna. Chyna just dropped over on her back and I thought that Patches had just scared her. But turns out Patches turned so quick with her mouth open that her 2 longer teeth went into her head and killed her almost instantly. Chyna never cried or wimpered. But all the blood that was expelled through her mouth and nose is a site I can never forget. Sorry, I'm crying again. I just held her and rocked her for 3 hrs. Even though she was gone I would not give her up. My husband finally talked me into giving her to him and she was creamated and brought back home the next day. I still feel that this is my fault. If i had fed Patches in where her puppies were I would still have my girl. I hope she forgives me because I cannot forgive myself. I just want her back. I am so sorry! Chyna, Mommy and Daddy love you and miss you so much. I have a huge hole in my heart. I just want to be with her. Chynas' Mommy
