MY DARLING MINKY- GIRL

Dear IDAPUG, I know some of how you feel, and you and your husband will do everything to make your two littleones, have the very best of times, ahead with you.....and **love ** does help them live longer.....poor babies......but you have such joy to still enjoy..... take care, and make every day special , xxxs to you, and little REGGIE AND IDA.... wishing you many more happy months, if not longer xxx love from Carole in uk. 4-30 pm here xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Dear IDAPUG, I know some of how you feel, and you and your husband will do everything to make your two littleones, have the very best of times, ahead with you.....and **love ** does help them live longer.....poor babies......but you have such joy to still enjoy..... take care, and make every day special , xxxs to you, and little REGGIE AND IDA.... wishing you many more happy months, if not longer xxx love from Carole in uk. 4-30 pm here xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

THANKS DEAR SUNSTREET, How I wish, I hadn't shut her out of the house for those 10 long, lonely, months....I just wasn't thinking straight, and MY DEAREST MINKY - GIRL was deprived of ALL THE LOVE, WE SHOULD HAVE BEEN HAVING, WHILE I CARED FOR TEDDY.....It is like a FOREVER NIGHTMARE.... AS WE BOTH MISSED OUT ON BEING TOGETHER, and right now, we should be together,,,, it feels so UREAL, HOW EVERYTHING WENT WRONG...LIFE IS JUST NOT HOW IT SHOULD BE........I WILL NEVER FORGIVE MYSELF FOR MAKING THE WRONG DECISIONS, AND I LONG TO HAVE HER, BEAUTIFUL, CHERRY BLACK, SLEEK, YOUNG, RADIANT AND LOVING , COMICAL DARLING MINKY , IN MY ARMS.... AND IF ONLY I HAD BEGUN TO MAKE IT ALL UP TO HER, WHEN I HAD SO MANY CHANCES, DURING THOSE 10 AWFUL MONTHS. I JUST DIDN'T THINK ENOUGH, ABOUT THE FACT THAT I TURNED HER WORLD UPSIDE DOWN.......XXXXX AND CHANGE WHAT i WAS DOING....SHE MUST HAVE FELT SO ALONE, AS WE WERE INSEPARABLE BEFORE I RUINED EVERYTHING.....AND I NEVER GAVE HER MUCH ATTENTION , OR SIT AND CUDDLE HER DURING THAT 10 MONTHS, LIKE I SHOULD HAVE DONE... OR OPENNED THE DOORS, FOR HER TO BE, IN THE HOUSE OR IN MY BED......MY GUILT, REGRETS, AND MISSING MY MINKY ARE HUGE, FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE....I SHOULD HAVE DONE EVERYTHING DIFFERENTLY....IT IS LIKE A BIZARRE NIGHTMARE, WITHOUT MY FAVOURITE LITTLE MINKY ......SHE HAD FUR , LIKE A MINK... AND WAS SO EXTRA SPECIAL, AND LOVING TO ME,,,AND I SHUT THE DOORS ON HER........IT IS UNBEARABLE, WHEN WE SHOULD BE LOVING EACH OTHER , FOR MANY YEARS...THE WAY WE HAD BEEN, BEFORE TEDDY, CAME ALONG,,,, WHO WAS AN OLD HOMELESS KITTY, WITH KIDNEY FAILURE.....POOR MINKY, I AM SO SORRY FOR WHAT I DID, AND WILL MISS YOU EVERY MINUTE XXXXX

Hi, Carole here in LIVERPOOL, UK 9.55 AM HERE PLEASE KEEP SEARCHING....I PRAY, YOU WILL FIND YOUR PRECIOUS SKIPPER.... after all you have BOTH, been through,,,,,how awful for your friends , to give him away , like that, without , even mentioning to you, what they were thinking of doing, DEVASTATING FOR YOU BOTH .........DON'T GIVE UP, FINDING YOUR DARLING SKIPPER XXXXX

I AM IN A TOTAL HELLISH, FOREVER- NIGHTMARE. AS MY BEAUTIFUL, LOVING, COMICAL DARLING, EVER !!!!!! HAS BEEN TRAGICALLY RUN OVER, ON MONDAY 13TH SEPTEMBER 2004, AFTER , WRONGLY DEPRIVING HER, OF ALL THE LOVE AND INDOOR HOMELIFE WITH ME, THAT SHE WAS USED TO, ( WE ADORED EACH OTHER FOR 14 MONTHS ,PRIOR TO ME MAKING SUCH A HUGE MISTAKE.... SHE WAS SO LOVING, AND WAS EVERYTHING, SO VERY SPECIAL TO ME ) BUT THEN EVERYTHING CHANGED............................ LAST NOVEMBER , AS***** I DISRUPTED OUR WONDERFUL SHARED LOVE......I WILL REGRET IT FOREVER , THAT I RUINED EVERYTHING, WHEN THERE WAS NO NEED TO DO WHAT I DID, AS MINKY WAS SO SWEET AND GENTLE AND WOULDN'T HAVE BEEN AGGRESSIVE TO TEDDY, BUT I NEVER THOUGHT, TO EVEN TRY AND HAVE MINKY INSIDE TOO... AND CONTINUE BEING TOGETHER......HOW I REGRET THIS >>>>>>>> AS.... FOR **TEN LONG MONTHS **, , I GAVE EVERYTHING, TO A NEEDY OLD HOMELESS KITTY, TEDDY, WHO DIED THE PREVIOUS MONDAY 6TH SEPTEMBER 2004....AND EXACTLY ONE WEEK LATER ,YOU WERE SO UNEXPECTEDLY KILLED, BEFORE I GOT AROUND , TO MAKE IT UP, TO YOU .... I HAVE WRITTEN ABOUT MY MINKY , ON ** SUNSTREETS, UNIMAGINEABLE PAIN ...** .HOW I WISH ..... I HAD DONE THINGS SO DIFFERENTLY NOW, AND SHE WOULD BE SAFE, AND SO VERY LOVED NOW, AND NOT WANDERED THAT AWFUL DAY, AND THEN WE WOULD BE TOGETHER RIGHT NOW , BOTH LOVING EVERYTHING ,AND BEING BACK TOGETHER , BUT NOW............. ..... NOTHING IS THE WAY, IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE, AS SHE WAS **MY MOST FAVOURITE-LOVING SOUL MATE, KITTY***, AND I MESSED EVERYTHING UP. I WILL MISS EVERYTHING ABOUT HER FOREVER, AS SO DEVASTATINGLY ,WE HAVE BEEN ROBBED OF OUR VERY SPECIAL LONG FUTURE, WE LOVED EACH OTHER SO VERY MUCH, DAY AND NIGHT ..... AND I WILL NEVER FORGIVE MYSELF, IT IS LIKE A BIZARRE NIGHTMARE WITHOUT my adorable CHERRY BLACK, SLEEK, YOUNG best SUPER LOVING pal, MY MINKY.... MY SPECIAL DARLING GIRL XXXXX ...I AM SO SORRY I DIDN'T GET YOU BACK INSIDE, TO FEEL YOU IN MY ARMS.....AND SEE THE JOY ON YOUR PRETTY FACE........WHEN I HAD ALL THE CHANCES. BUT THE WHOLE YEAR WAS SO FILLED WITH STRESSES, WORRIES AND PRESSURE...THAT I DIDN'T THINK ABOUT YOUR NEEDS, LIKE I SHOULD HAVE DONE !!!!! I PLANNED TO MAKE IT UP TO YOU, BUT I LEFT IT TOO LATE !!!! I AM FILLED WITH GRIEF, GUILT AND HUGE REGRETS, THAT*** **** I COULD HAVE ALTERED THE COURSE OF OUR HISTORY*****, IF ONLY I HAD GOT YOU IN THE MORNING, BEFORE YOU WERE KILLED...AND MADE YOU FEEL SPECIAL AND LOVED , DURING THOSE TEN LONG MONTHS, WHEN YOU WERE ALWAYS THERE, LONELY, AND YOU NEVER GOT TO KNOW THOSE TEN LONG MONTHS WERE OVER, AND BACK ON MY LAP , BACK,WITH ME INDOORS TOGETHER, FOR US BOTH, TO LOVE EVERY MINUTE......... HOW IT SHOULD HAVE BEEN ALL ALONG I AM SO, VERY SORRY ,MY MINKY XXXXX I WILL MISS YOU FOREVER XXXXX

Dear KYRA BELLE' S, MOMMY, KARLA, IT IS CAROLE, HERE AT, 3.50 PM HERE IN LIVERPOOL, UK It is unbearable to lose any pet we have loved and cared for, even it is for just one minute, every little pet, is precious and with its own unique personality, which grows with each day, as you show it love .every living creature, has it's own persoanlity, some huger than others, even chickens are extremely caring and loving to each other,,,,, and pigs, play like puppies, if they have this chance.... even when one of my two fish, died I was so very upset.....knowing the one I still have, was not expected to live, and has had to adjust to being alone.They had done everything together.... so there is no such thing as " JUST A ........." THEY MORE YOU LOVE AND SHARE THEIR LIVES, THE MORE IT HURTS, WHEN THEY ARE NO LONGER WITH YOU. EVERY INCH IS A MEMORY , WHICH CAUSES GRIEF, I have devoted my whole adult life to all my pets, and have been through huge grief, over and over,,,, and it never gets any easier..FOR ME,they are all missed and remembered forever, like your special darling, Kyra Belle..... you must all be so very sad...I know, especially the way she died,,, BUT YOU LOVED EACH OTHER SO MUCH, THAT WAS MUCH MORE THAN SHE MAY HAVE EVER HAD IN HER LIFE.....YOU MADE HER LIFE SO SPECIAL, AND SHE RETURNED HER LOVE TO YOU, WITH ALL HER WEENY HEART, SHE SOUNDS SO LOVELY, AND SHE WAS YOUR *LUCKY-BIRDIE * WHERE SHE WAS LOVED SO VERY MUCH. ,,the only thing that keeps me going is, THE HOPE THAT WE WILL ALL BE TOGETHER AGAIN, EVENTUALLY. SINCE MY TWO KITTIES,ESPECIALLY THE UNEXPECTED DEATH OF MY YOUNG LOVING PAL, ** MY MINKY**, WHO DIED THE WEEK AFTER MY TEDDY, HAS ROCKED MY WHOLE WORLD RIGHT NOW, AND FOREVER . BOTH TRAGICALLY DIED IN SEPTEMBER THIS YEAR, I HAVE FOUND A SITE, WHERE EVERY STORY AND POEM ( LAST NIGHT , WAS VERY TOUCHING ) EVERY SINGLE STORY IS SO TOUCHING, EVEN ABOUT PRECIOUS LITTLE BIRDS ********OF COURSE !!! ****PETWHISPERS.COM ******** I HAVE READ EVERY SINGLE STORY AND POEM BEST WISHES, AND I KNOW HOW PAINFUL YOUR GRIEF IS, HOPE YOU ARE COPING FAR BETTER THAN I AM XXXXX KEEP UP YOUR SPECIAL CARE, FOR YOUR LUCKY *FLOCK* OF NEEDY ONES, XX

Dear Sunstreet, thank you for your very kind message, It is one of the most horrendous shocks,in my life !!!!!! losing my beautifully, loving and funny soothing black, MINKY, who was the most wonderful darling girl, to me....... BUT I will never forgive myself, and will miss her FOREVER........... made even worse, with my huge regrets , and guilt, BECAUSE .. . last November 18th 2003, *** in our UK winter ................. EVERYTHING WAS TOTALLY DISRUPTED FOR MY POOR MINKY **** , BEFORE ALL THIS .... MINKY , would ALWAYS be on my lap, so soothing, and that was where she loved to be at all times, so supple realaxed and MINKY SO Loved sucking on my jumpers, she was like a big baby, and she treated me like I was her Mummy, then every night, in my bed, or playing so comically, with my other little girl SUZI, who was so timid, and MINKY helped her confidence, and sometimes I would have them both asleep on my lap ( one thigh each ) DELIGHTFULLY snuggled, side by side, and I stroked them for hours and hours every day and night.....I loved every moment, as they did !!! I had them locked in the house, for ALMOST 10 MONTHS, since I got my, MINKY , inside, AFTER SHE STOOD UP, PUT HER PAWS GENTLY AROUND MY THIGH, AND SNUGGLED HER FACE , SO ADORABLY AGAINST MY MY RIGHT THIGH, ( I HAD BEEN I PRUNING A BUSH IN THE GARDEN, WHEN SHE POPPED OUT OF THE BUSH, AND CAME TO ME AND MY LATE DOGGIE, TRUDIE, on October 8th 2002, SHE WAS SO ADORABLE, AND FROM THAT DAY , SHE WON MY HEART, COMPLETELY !!!!( I presume she was about 7 months old ) SHE WAS SO VERY BEAUTIFUL, ELEGANT, SOOTHING LOVING AND SWEET AND COMICAL, SHE WAS EVERYTHING ***** , ALL IN ONE SLEEK BLACK ,EXTRA LOVING KITTY, AND SPECIAL AND STUNNINGLY BEAUTIFUL .IN EVERY WAY. SO for almost 10 MONTHS,, they were both locked, INSIDE THE HOUSE WITH ME, SO HAPPILY , till I managed to get them both spayed , on June 17th 2003....I then allowed them both out, at 10pm, on JULY 2nd 2003, for the first time. in the summer time... life was so special for us.... .BUT on** 2nd September 2003 **, I discovered a homeless kitty, (BLONDEY-GINGER, WITH A LITTLE ONE AND A HALF , INCH TAIL ) who I had been putting food out for , arrived with his left cheek gashed open , luckily got him to the vet... and his left fang was broken, and his whole cheek, was swollen and eye shut.... he had surgery on 4th September and was so poorly but he trusted me to nurse his cheek, and found out her was so loving and sweet..I named him TEDDY, AND I kept him in the sunroom, with douvets and other warm stuff....and my other kitties, then had to stop using the sunroom, and had to use my front door, and partially open , side gate to the garden. BUT THE HUGE CHANGE HAPPENED 2 and a half months later, when TEDDY, HAD STARTED LICKING HIS FOOD IN THE SUNROOM, turns out he was an older cat with serious kidney failure, so because I knew his life was going to be short, and felt guilty for keeping him in the sunroom, alone most of the time. SO ON a cold, NOV 18TH 2003.......I SWAPPED THEM ALL AROUND !!!!!!!! AS SOON AS I GOT HOME FROM THE VETS WITH MY TEDDY,,,,TO MAKE HIS REMAINING LIFE SPECIAL !!!! ANY MY LOVE FOR TEDDY TOOK OVER, AND I DREADED LOSING HIM, AS HE WAS SO ADORABLE AND SPECIAL TO ME .... SO ............ WITHOUT ANY WARNING TO MY MINKY, SHE WAS OUT, WITH NO SPECIAL LOVING EVER AGAIN...EVEN THOUGH SHE WOULD ALWAYS BE THERE READY TO SEE ME, EVERY DAY AFTER THIS SHOCKING CHANGE TO HER LIFE (I NEVER THOUGHT, IT WOULD BE FOR SO LONG , AS 10 MONTHS ) During these ten months, I had my Aunty die, on the 6th jan, then I went daily to care for a friends, DYING mum, for ALL... of APRIL, BETWEEN 3PM AND 10PM, then 2 separate neighbours called, for urgent vet trips, emergency vets for both female dogs, then the next night , after both having emergengy cesearians, and collecting the surviving puppies, the same night, two were savaged, so I got another knock at 1 am,,,, then, one of the same neigbours called as her old german shepherd, had to be put to sleep, and all so sad,,, and another one, I took regularly to have her boxer, Kate get treatment,, the list goes on and on and on , so my whole year was full of doing for everyone else, while I cared for Teddy, and was feeding 11 kitties in total daily , here, and felt like I was in a pin ball machine FULL OF CHAOS from the start of this year,,,TOO MANY THINGS TO MENTION !! I WAS IN A TOTAL SPIN, TRIYNG TO JUGGLE, AND COPE WITH SO MANY THINGS !!!! I FELT, SO GRATEFUL TO MINKY , FOR NOT ADDING ANY PRESSURE ON ME , during all this . WHEN I SHOULD HAVE BEEN*** LOVING MINKY ****, AND AND RELAXING WITH HER, AND THE OTHERS, BUT I DIDN'T..... ON TOP OF MY OWN UPSETS AND MANY OTHER WORRIES . I WAS RUN RAGGED DOING LOADS OF THINGS, FOR OTHERS , AND WORRYING ABOUT EVERYTHING, WHEN I SHOULD HAVE ,AND HOW I WISH********* I WAS LOVING MINKY EVERY DAY, AND MAKING HER LIFE SPECIAL TOO SO I WRONGLY MADE MY DARLING , MINKY , AND THE OTHER KITTIES HAVE TO MAKE DO WITH THE FRONT PORCH AND SUNROOM....LOCKED OUT OF THE HOUSE, AND EVERTHING WE HAD BEEN USED TO TOGETHER.....and the love between me and TEDDY , with the undivided attention, I gave him,,,, was so special. while I made douvet beds, for all the others, in the sunroom, and fed them daily........ but then, 2004 arrived, and this whole year was FILLED with other HUGE WORIES AND UPSETS, in my life, ontop of caring for TEDDY, who was so special....I WAS ON TOTAL EMOTIONAL, AND PHYSICAL OVERLOAD........AND RUN RAGGED, AS I SEEM TO BE THE LOCAL TAXI SERVICE , FOR MANY OF MY NEIGHBOURS, EVERY TIME I TURNED AROUND, SOMEONE WAS, KNOCKING , DAY AND NIGHT ,FOR ME TO RUN THEM HERE AND THERE !!!!! I NEVER GOT TO REALAX AND THINK STRAIGHT, AND CONSIDER, MINKY'S NEEDS, AND WHAT I SHOULD BE REALLY DOING, IN MY OWN LIFE, AND MY PETS ...I WAS RUN RAGGED IN EVERY WAY..and I WASN'T SPENDING , ANY TIME WITH MY OTHER KITTIES AND .. .*** MY MINKY-GIRL*** , who would have missed me the *** MOST**** , DUE TO ALL THE SPECIAL ************* ALWAYS SO LOVING TOGETHER - BOND******, WE HAD HAD , BEFORE ALL THIS DISRUPTION....... THEN ....AS TEDDY'S HEALTH WORSENED , ... ( originally in November 2003 , I wasn't sure if he would live long, into the new year,,,, but with all the love, he did !!! till sadly MY ADORABLE TEDDY, DIED ON MONDAY MORNING ON 6TH SEPTEMBER 2004 . .....AND POOR MINKY WAS RUN OVER THE FOLLOWING MONDAY MORNING ON 13TH SPETEMBER, after going 10 LONG MONTHS, WITHOUT EVER BEING ON MY LAP, SUCKLING, SLEEPING, BEING STROKED, AND IN MY BED, OR IN THE HOUSE WITH ME FOR 10 LONG MONTHS, WITH ONLY HER FOOD, AND A BED IN THE PORCH, OR SUNROOM, AND NO SNUGGLES ALL THAT TIME, JUST A PASSING STROKE, NOW AND THEN !!!!!!!! AND TOTALLY DEPRIVED OF ALL THE VERY SPECIAL LOVE , WE SO ENJOYED FOR OUR FIRST 12 MONTHS, AND DURING THIS AWFULLY BORING, AND VERY LONELY TIME , SHE WAS ALWAYS LOOKING IN THE GLASS DOORS, OF THE FRONT DOOR, AND SUN ROOM DOOR , which joins my kitchen,,,DEPRIVED OF BEING IN WITH ME, AND LOVED THE WAY WE HAD FOR THE PREVIOUS 12 MONTHS, BEFORE ALL THIS DISRUPTION HAPPENED LAST NOVEMBER!!!! I JUST DIDN'T THINK ABOUT HER FEELINGS, ENOUGH, DURING THE 10 STRESSFUL MONTHS, AND WHAT WE HAD BOTH BEEN SO ENJOYING, SO MY REGRETS ARE ENORMOUS, AS I NEVER GOT TO HOLD HER IN MY ARMS FOR 10 MONTHS, AND HAVE HER INSIDE TO SHOW HER I STILL LOVED HER, AND TO ENJOY EVERYTHING ABOUT HER, MINKY WAS MY BABY GIRL , AND SO VERY SOOTHING....SHE NEVER STRESSED ME IN ANY WAY, SHE WAS PURE JOY, AND DELIGHT!!!!! I wrongly presumed with her being young ( 2 and a half )... WE WOULD HAVE MANY YEARS AHEAD, TO BE LOVING EACH OTHER .... ....BUT A WEEK, TO THE DAY .... AFTER TEDDY DIED, MINKY WAS SO **CUTE , AND WARMED MY HEART, A SHE UNEXPECTEDLY JUMPED DOWN, OVER MY SIDE WALL, ON TOP OF MY GREY WHEELIE BIN, AND SHE REMAINED ON TOP OF THE BIN, AS I TILTED IT JUST ENOUGH, SO SHE WOULDN'T SLIDE OFF, PAST THE CAR AND TO THE EDGE OF MY CUL DE SAC PAVEMENT,*** SHE HAD NEVER DONE THIS BEFORE ********* ......I SHOULD HAVE GOT HER INSIDE WITH ME RIGHT THEN,!!!!!!!!!,,, BUT I WAS THINKING ABOUT ***THIS VERY TIME LAST WEEK, POOR TEDDY TOOK HIS LAST BREATH ETC ***, AND MAYBE WITHIN AN HOUR OR SO LATER, *** POOR MINKY, WHO WAS ALWAYS IN SIGHT, WANDERED, OVER MY BACK FENCE, AND KILLED !!!!!!!! IN DAYLIGHT, ON A QUIET ROAD, AND IN MID STRIDE SHE WAS KILLED ON THE ROAD. NEVER KNOWING THOSE TEN LONG, BORING , LONELY ,LOVELESS, MONTHS WERE OVER !!!! ...AND NOW EVERYTHING IS TOO LATE FOR MY BEST LITTLE GIRL, TO BE IN HERE NOW, OR FOR THE LONG LIFE OF ME MAKING THINGS UP TO HER.,,,,it is like a TOTAL NIGHTMARE.. ... AND I NEVER GOT TO SIT AND BE WITH HER FOR THOSE 10 LONG MONTHS,..... AND SEE THE JOY ON HER FACE EVER AGAIN NOW !!!!! IF ONLY SOMEONE HAD MADE ME CONSIDER HER FEELINGS , WHEN I REPEATEDLY SAID*** I FELT SO BAD FOR THE OTHERS BEING LOCKED OUT..... AND IF ONLY***** I HAD BROUGHT HER IN, EVEN THEN , BEFORE THIS TRAGEDY HAPPENED, WHEN I HADD THE CHANCE TO ALTER THE COUSRE OF HISTORY !!!! ... AND SHUT THE DOORS AND LOVED HER, AND TOLD HER THE 10 MONTHS WERE OVER, THAT MORNING SHE WAS RIGHT THERE IN FRONT OF ME, ALLOWING ME TO WHEEL HER ON TOP OF MY BIN, I HAD THE CHANCE RIGHT THEN, TO BRING HER IN AND FUSS AND LOVE HER, AND CHANGE THIS AWFUL CHAIN OF EVENTS, ....AND SHE WOULD BE HERE RIGHT NOW,,,SO LOVING AND MAKING ME LAUGH AT HER FUNNY ANTICS ETC, AND LOVING EACH OTHER AND GETTING OVER THOSE 10 ROTTEN MONTHS, STROKING HER FOR HOURS ...... ,******,I am in pieces , LIKE NEVER BEFORE IN MY LIFE **** , and WILL NEVER GET OVER NOT HAVING THE JOY OF MY MOST LOVING , SPECIAL MINKY , WITH ME. AND FOR NOT SHOWING HER HOW MUCH I LOVED HER, DURING THOSE 10 MONTHS ,**** AND FOR HER TO BE RUN OVER,**** RIGHT AT THE POINT OUR LIVES WERE TO BE FILLED WITH HAPPINESS AGAIN.***** AND SHE WAS MY MOST LOVING SPECIAL SOOTHING, COMFORT TO ME , AND MY BEST LOVING SPECIAL FRIEND ( MY MINKY WAS MY YOUNGEST !!!!!DARLING BEAUTY TOO ) IT IS SO UNFAIR, AND LIKE A TOTAL NIGHTMARE FOREVER NOW..... I SHOULD HAVE DONE EVERYTHING SO DIFFERENTLY, AS SHE WAS NOT AGRESSIVE, AND I SHOULD HAVE THOUGHT OF A WAY TO HAVE HER INSIDE ALSO, OR AT LEAST GONE OUT, TO MAKE A FUSS OF HER, EVERY DAY, THROUGH THOSE 10 MONTHS BUT WITH ALL THE STRESSES, I MADE ALL THE WRONG DECISIONS...BUT BEING ON OVERLOAD , I JUST DIDN'T DO THINGS THAT I SHOULD HAVE, AND NOW SHE WAS TO BE SUCH A SOOTHING SPECIAL JOY , BUT I LEFT IT TOO LATE, AND EVERY MINUTE WITHOUT HER IS SHEER HELL !!!!! AND I HAVE ONLY GOT MY MEMORIES OF HAVING HER IN MY LAP, BED, AND STROKING HER 10 MONTHS BEFORE HER MOST UNEXPECTED DEATH .... .WE BOTH SHOULD BE TOGETHER, NOW, LOVING EVERY SINGLE MOMENT, AS IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE ........ LOVING EACH OTHER , AND LAUGHING AT HER COMICAL WAYS, AND SEEING SUZI, AND MINKY, AGAIN , PLAYING INSIDE THEIR HOME, AND BEING LOVED AND STROKED, ON MY LAP FOR HOURS DAY, AND NIGHT, AND SNUGGLED IN MY BED..... .MINKY WAS MY SOUL-MATE, AND SO DEVINE, AND I WILL NEVER KNOW HOW I MADE HER GO WITHOUT SO MUCH, FOR SO LONG, AND THEN FOR THIS TO HAPPEN, BEFORE I HAD THE CHANCE TO MAKE IT UP TO HER, AND RELISH HER, IN MY ARMS AND LIFE. WE HAVE BOTH MISSED OUT ON AT LEAST 12 MORE YEARS OF VERY SPECIAL LOVE, WE SHOULD HAVE SHARED. BEST WISHES TO YOU SUNSTREET, AND OTHERS WHO WRITE ON HERE.......... LOVE FROM unbearably, HEARTBROKEN CAROLE IN LIVERPOOL. XXXXX MY LIFE IS SO UNBEARABLE WITHOUT MY MINKY, WHICH WILL FOREVER BE A NIGHTMARE TO ME . SHE WAS LIKE MY BABY, AND I WAS LIKE HER MOTHER,,, I WILL MISS EVERYTHING ABOUT MY VERY SPECIAL MINKY FOREVER XXXXX ( 9-37 AM HERE IN LIVERPOOL RIGHT NOW ).... .... BYE FOR NOW ALL OF YOU, TAKE CARE, XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX AND LOVE YOUR LITTLE ONES, THE MINUTE YOU FINNISH READING THIS, PLEASE!!!! DO IT RIGHT NOW !!!!. PROMISE ME YOU WILL, ****DON'T LEAVE IT ALL TOO LATE , AND TOO LONG******** LIKE I DID TO MY MOST PRECIOUS MINKY !!!!! XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX . I LONG TO HAVE HER IN MY ARMS AND LIFE , AND SEE HER LOVING FACE, AND WAYS, AND STROKE,AND KISS HER, AND FEEL !!!!! HER BEAUTIFULLY SOFT, BLACK FUR, SAFE AND LOVED, LIKE IT SHOULD HAVE BEEN ALL ALONG. XXXXX EVERY MINUTE I DEPRIVED HER OF THE SPECIAL LOVING, AND JUST DIDN'T REMIND HER HOW MUCH I TRUELY LOVED HER, AND NOW EVERY MINUTE I CAN'T !!!!!!! I HAD TONS OF TIME, DURING THOSE 10 MONTHS, BUT IN THE MIDST OF ALL THE STRESS, I DIDN'T, AND NOW WE SHOULD BE SO HAPPY TOGETHER AGAIN , AS I PRESUMED SHE WOULD BE HERE, BEING SO LOVED, SHE ISN'T, AND NEVER GOT TO FEEL AND ENJOY ALL THE LOVE.... AFTER HER LONG 10 MONTHS OF DEPRIVATION. I KNOW I WILL NEVER GET OVER HER TRAGIC, UNEXPECTED DEATH, AND EVERY MINUTE WITHOUT HER IS HELL!!!!! LIFE HERE IS NOT AS IT SHOULD BE , EVER AGAIN,,, MINKY NEVER WANDERED, UNTIL THAT AWFUL DAY,,, AND SHE WAS GOING TO BE SO VERY LOVED, AND A JOY IN MY LIFE, AFTER WRONGLY DEPRIVING HER OF EVERTHING ... ALL THAT TIME. .IF ONLY DURING THOSE 10 MONTHS, SOMEONE WITH CLEARER THOUGHT , HAD SAID, TO ME ******************* **********************************************************************************************IT IS SO IMPORTANT *********************************** ****MAKE A FUSS OF YOUR DARLING MINKY, AND THE OTHERS ** EVERY DAY**IT IS SO IMPORTANT , ** BECAUSE IF ANYTHING !!!!! EVER HAPPENED TO MINKY, YOU WILL NEVER,EVER FORGIVE YOURSELF,********AND YOU NEVER KNOW WHAT COULD HAPPEN !!!!!!!!!! ****I WOULD HAVE DONE THINGS SO DIFFERENTLY.... AND EVEN WHEN TEDDY DIED, IN MY LASTWEEK, WHEN , I HAD CHANCE TO BE WITH MINKY AGAIN IF ONLY , SOMEONE HAD SAID TO ME *** *************************************************************** **** GO RIGHT NOW, AND GET MINKY INSIDE WITH YOU , AND CLOSE THE DOORS, AND GET HER ON YOU LAP ***AND *** REMIND YOURSELF OF EVERYTHING SPECIAL ABOUT HER, AND ENJOY ALL HER LOVING WAYS....... GO AND GET HER RIGHT NOW, GO ON GET MINKY NOW >>> GO RIGHT NOW , AND GET HER ... WHILE I WAIT,,,,, AND SPOIL HER NOW, AND EVERY DAY , AS SHE HAS GONE WITHOUT HER LOVING ,COZY ,HOMELIFE , WITH YOU , FOR SO LONG, AND SHE SO SHE DESERVES HER LOVING HOME AND LIFE WITH YOU , RIGHT NOW , AND YOU WILL BOTH , LOVE BEING TOGETHER , !!!!!...**** HOW I WISH THESE THINGS HAD HAPPENED, AS MINKY WAS A HUGE LOVE AND COMFORTING SWEET FUNNY PAL , TO ME AND I RUINED EVERYTHING !!!!!AND ******************************** .THEN SHE WOULD HAVE BEEN SAFE INSIDE AND NOT BEING RUN OVER, STILL FEELING LONELY AND DEPRIVED OF ALL THE SPECIAL LOVE WE HAD BEEN USED TO TOGETHER........ BUT I LEFT IT TOO LATE FOR ME AND MINKY AND SHE NEVER GOT TO KNOW THE 10 MONTHS WERE AT LAST OVER !!!! HOW I WISH SO MANY THINGS NOW !!!! FOR US TO BE TOGETHER , FEELING HER , AND HER LUXURIOUS SOFT BLACK FUR BODY, ON MY LAP , ETC MINKY WAS MY VERY BEST FRIEND AND I LET HER DOWN SO VERY BADLY, AND..... NOTHING IS THE SAME WITHOUT HER, . I COULD COPE IF IT HAD BEEN ANY OTHER CAT, BUT NOT MY MOST LOVING GORGEIOUS CUTEY-BEST PAL **** MINKY WAS MY EVERYTHING -GIRL. AND SHE HAS DIED AT 2 AND A HALF YEARS OLD.... IT IS LIKE A BAD NIGHTMARE,,,, IT IS JUST UNBEARABLE AND LIKE A BIZARRE NIGHTMARE FOREVER ,EVERY MINUTE I DIDN'T SHOW HER I LOVED HER, AND NOW, EVERY MINUTE WITHOUT MINKY, AFTER A HELLISH 10 MONTHS, WILL BE HELL FOREVER NOW... EVERY INCH A MEMORY OF HER, IN OUR GOOD TIMES AND THE 10 WAITING FOR ME, AND I PASSED HER BY SO MANY TIMES. SHE WAS MY MOST SPECIAL GIRL, IN MY WHOLE LIFE XXXX I WILL NEVER GET OVER ALL THIS , IT FEELS SO UNREAL, BUT IT IS TRUE AND NOT ,HOW IT WAS SUPPOSED TO TURN OUT, BOTH OF US , NOW, ROBBED OF OUR SPECIAL LOVE,AND HAPPINESS FOREVER NOW !!! AND I CAN'T TURN THE CLOCK BACK... TO GET OUR LIVES BACK, HOW IT SHOULD HAVE BEEN... SO GO RIGHT NOW , AND LOVE YOUR LITTLE ONES,,,, RIGHT NOW .......DON'T DELAY, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE, AND TAKE CARE ALL OF YOU XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX ALL THE MINUTES, DAYS HOURS, I DID'T SHOW MINKY THE LOVE SHE DESRERVED AND WE BOTH NEEDED, WILL DISTRESS ME FOREVER

HELLO, FROM CAROLE IN LIVERPOOL IN my huge, and I beleive FOREVER GRIEF, Over the sudden death of my DARLING BLACK, SLEEK ADORABLE , KITTY-GIRL,*** MINKY***, WHO DIED ON THE MONDAY, 13TH SEPTEMBER 2004, ONE WEEK AFTER MY POOR*** TEDDY *** DIED OF KIDNEY FAILURE, and I presumed I would have many years to make things up to my young MINKY, after I gave TEDDY EVERY OUNCE OF MY ATTENTION FOR THE 10 MONTHS, DEPRIVING MINKY OF EVERYTHING WE HAD ENJOYED TOGETHER FOR THE 12 MONTHS PRIOR TO ME FINDING TEDDY, AND THEN THE BIGGEST SHOCK OF MY LIFE, IS THAT POOR MINKY WAS RUN OVER, BEFORE I HAD THE CHANCE TO MAKE IT UP TO HER. I WILL NEVR FORGIVE MYSELF FOR MAKING THE WRONG DECISION, IN FOCUSING TOTALLY ON TEDDY, PRESUMING MINKY WAS YOUNG AND WELL, AND WE HAD OUR WHOLE FUTURE TOGETHER,,,,,BUT NOW I AM SO DEVASTATED WITHOUT MY MOST SPECIALLY LOVING , BEAUTIFUL MINKY, WHO I LET DOWN SO BADLY,,,,SHE DIDN'T EVEN GET TO KNOW THOSE LONG 10 MONTHS ,WERE OVER, AND I WILL NEVER FEEL HER ON MY LAP, IN MY BED... FEEL HER BEAUTIFUL FUR , AND KISS AND PLAY WITH HER EVER AGAIN , OR SEE THE JOY ON HER FACE, KNOWING OUR LIFE WAS GOING TO BE SO SPECIAL AGAIN , MINKY WAS ALWAYS MY MOST LOVING YOUNG, FUNNY, AND BABY LIKE, SUCKING ON MY JUMPERS , AND SO ELEGANT AND SPECIAL...YOUNG ( 2 !/ 2 ) DARLING,,,,I HAVE BEEN PLUNGED INTO A HORRENDOUS NIGHTMARE,,, SO I KNOW SOME OF HOW YOU ALL FEEL, THERE ARE SOME THINGS YOU NEVER GET OVER, AND NOT HAVING MY MINKY NOW, IS SO UNREAL, AND I WILL MISS HER FOREVER, HOW I WISH I COULD CHANGE WHAT HAS HAPPENED.... AND BE HAPPY LOVING MY MINKY AGAIN... i just never thought she would be killed,, as I live on a cul de sac, and it is a mystery that she went over my back fence to a nother quiet raod, and killed in daylight that morning. IF ONLY I HAD GOT HER INSIDE THAT MORNING WHEN SHE SO CUTELY, JUMPED ONTO MY WHEELIE BIN, AS I TILTED IT JUST ENOUGH, DOWN THE DRIVEWAY, PAST THE CAR, AND ONTO THE PAVEMENT, AND SHE WARMED MY HEART ....IF I HAD BROUGHT HER INSIDE, SHE WOULD HAVE BEEN SAFE, AND WITH ME NOW !!!! BUT BECAUSE I WAS THINKING ABOUT THE WEEK BEFORE, WHEN POOR TEDDY DIED, POOR DARLING MINKY WAS DEAD MAYBE AN HOUR LATER, AND I FOUND HER POOR BODY 10 DAYS LATER, LAID IN SOME LONG GRASS, ONLY 80 FEET FROM MY GARDEN FENCE...IT IS PURE HELL.... BUT TODAY I HAVE, TEARFULLY READ EVERY MESSAGE ON HERE, RUDY'S WEB SITE, AND RAINBOWBRIDGE/ ALEUTIA, AND ALL OF YOUR MESSAGES, SO THE ONLY THING IS, I KNOW I AM SO ALONE IN THIS ENORMOUS GRIEF WITH EVERY INCH A MEMORY, AND SHE SHOULD BE HERE NOW. MY LIFE WITHOUT MINKY IS A NIGHTMARE FROM NOW ON...WITH HUGE REGRETS, AND GUILT TAKE CARE ALL OF YOU HERE, AND LOVE ALL THE BABIES IN YOUR LIFE, AND DON'T PRESUME ,AS I DID , THAT SOMETHING ELSE , COULDN'T HAPPEN....BUT BEST WISHES TO YOU ALL......XXXXX

Dear ***RULIN' S AND ALEUTIA'S MUM *** i know some of the horrendous pain, you are feeling, I have been propelled into a lifelong NIGHTMARE , as my 2 darling kitties have just gone from my life, withIin a week of each other, firstly poor TEDDY on Monday 6th September 2004, and then DEVASTATINGLY,THE FOLLOWING MONDAY MORNING, Monday 13th September 2004, MY YOUNG , black beauty, ( 2 1/2 ) MINKY- GIRL WAS RUN OVER!!!! I WILL NEVER ,GET OVER HER DEATH !!!! but I found a site, due to the devastation of my black, sleek extra loving MINKY,,,,,, *****PETWHISPERS.COM *****.... ALL THE STORIES ARE SO VERY TOUCHING !!! , AS I desperately need to hope we will be together again. My loss of my darling MINKY , has been one of the WORST SHOCKS IN MY LIFE. ALL SO UNFAIR, AND I had neglected loving her , for the 10 months. while I gave TEDDY everything, during his decline, with kidney failure, and I NEVER GOT TO MAKE IT UP, TO MY MOST LOVING. MINKY, she never even got to know the 10 long months were over. killed in mid stride,,, I wish so many things, but her loss, is the most shocking , and I know, I will never get over, not having her in my arms, enjoying EVERYTHING ABOUT HER. EVERY INCH IS A MEMORY, AND EVERY MINUTE IS MISSING HER BEAUTIFUL WAYS , worsened by my HUGE REGRETS, AND GUILT XXXXX I was going to make it up to MINKY, but now I never can !!! MINKY WAS MY ADORABLE BABY GIRL XXXXX BEST WISHES TO YOU ALL HERE XXXXX

hello to you all, here from CAROLE, IN LIVERPOOL, UK I know some of how you all feel, losing your beloved BRUTEY -BOY, ALUETIA, ,SUNSHINE AND STREET , we are all going through such enormous devastating grief.... which has left us all heartbroken.......my two kitties have just died too, on the first two Monday's of Septemeber 2004 , MY LITTLE TEDDY, a sweet little old ginger /manx died on the morning of 6th Sept, AND THEN SO UNEXPECTEDLY MY YOUNG ,BLACK, SLEEK, DARLING best PAL,** MINKY** girl , WAS RUN OVER ON THE MORNING OF 13TH SEPT 2004,, after depriving her of the love she lived for, for the 10 months, I tried to make Teddy's life special, as he had kidney failure, when I found him. a year before he died, and I never got to make it up, to my darling MINKY....it is pure hell..... so big hugs to us all xxxxx our lives will never be the same again, and it is so VERY PAINFUL..... TAKE CARE ALL OF YOU, trying to cope with this pain, forever. It is a total nightmare..... and a struggle every minute, and with every inch , a memory.... when our love for our darlings, is so very strong, the pain is the same. XXXXX

Dear suffering RAINBOWBRIDGE, YOUR pain must be enormous, after losing your most wonderful, BEST friend ALEUTIA.....xxxxx I am here in Liverpool, uk, going through hell too, which will , FOREVER cause me pain ( I have registered today, as I lost my darling kitties, Teddy, sadly died , on the Monday morning on 6th of September 2004, of kidney failure, and I found him 12 months earlier, injured and homeless,,,,,, THEN the following Monday morning , on the rotten 13th September 2004, My young black darling loving MINKY , GOT RUN OVER....AND I ONLY FOUND HER BODY, TEN DAYS LATER ON 23RD SEPTEMBER 2004.....Which has plunged me into unimagineable everlasting grief........adding to the hell, also , for the last 10 months of her life, I had focussed so very much on TEDDY,,,,,,and now I can never make it up to MINKY,....after she missed out on everything , for 10 months, and she was to be the JOY, After the stressful time, doing my best for Teddy, but it was at the cost of poor Minky... NEVER ever thinking she , would wander, that morning, and be killed. exactly one week after poor old TEDDY died. I Know , SOME OF how you feel, it is unbearable, and MINKY was so, everything you could ever wish for in a kitty......and I deprived her of the love, we had so enjoyed for the 12 months prior to finding TEDDY. please take care, and we hopefully, will be reunited again, eventually....xxxxx It is like living in a horrendous NIGHTMARE...... XXXXX MY STUNNING, VIBRANT, FUNNY, BLACK, SLEEK, MINKY WAS ONLY 2 + A HALF !!! , AND we have been robbed, of all the years of happiness, all due to one split second, in the wrong place, at the wrong time, and killed in mid stride,,,, I DON'T KNOW HOW ANY OF US WILL GET OVER SUCH HUGE LOSSES. I will look out for you, and ALEUTIA, on any film clips, shown in England of 911. ALEUTIA WAS SUCH A VERY SPECIAL FRIEND, LIKE MY DARLING MINKY XXXXX AND TEDDY XXXXX There are some things, we KNOW we will never get over,,, SADLY WE HAVE BOTH lost our precious best friends, in this life

Hi SUNSTREET, CAROLE here in the uk Liverpool ......WE ARE BOTH GOING THROUGH ENORMOUS GRIEF RIGHT NOW, as MY DARLING MINKY, AND TEDDY (my precious kittie-pals ) have died within a week of each other...... Monday.6th September 2004 poor TEDDY died of kidney failure, and the following Monday morning 13 th !!!!! of September 2004, my young sleek elegant young (2+ 1/2 yrs ) loving darling MINKY , was run over, in the street , over my back garden fence. I found her body 10 days later ( on 23rd of September ), laid, hidden, in the long grass near where she was run over . I am in total GRIEF, and have been searching all over, hoping that WE WILL BE TOGETHER AGAIN....so I know how you are feeling too....more than I can bear....I don't think I will get over losing my best pal MINKY -GIRL , who I presumed , would be so special in my life for at least 12 more wonderful years.....hope you are coping better than I am. as it is like someTOTALLY unimagineable NIGHTMARE !!!!! FOREVER, NOW ...TAKE CARE... from someone in the same pain. EVERYTHING IS TOO LATE NOW FOR MY DEAREST LOVING FUNNY MINKY....SO UNFAIR AND A HORRENDOUS LOSS, FOREVER . and all the dates are hellish too, of when I found her, etc etc .I know how you feel, Minky was like a baby to me, always on my lap, bed, and sucking on the waist of my jumpers. one minute she was so gorgeous and vibrantly well, and in mid stride, she was in the wrong place at the wrong time,