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Melody

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  • Birthday 06/30/1967

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  1. Wow cried my eyes out! I think that is suppose to help somehow . I lost Zeus 2 months ago and I have gone thru the the guilt of "what if I...." I haven't had any new babies in my lap yet. I did want to run out and try to "rescue" a Dane. I knew I wasn't ready. I have dreams that he is still alive which is all good as long as I am sleeping;but when I wake up and remember the "truth" It hurts like Hell and I feel crazy. However Twix,Pino,Sabin,Nissa to name just a few please forgive if I haven't mentioned your pets story I can only cry so much in one day and I can do a good job of that on my own. Forgive my rambling and thank you for sharing your furbabies with us on this board. I wish I could offer some balm of comfort for out tattered and broken hearts but even that is beyond my meager means. It helps very much to know I am not alone in missing my baby boy. I do see that this is a "work in progress" and thank you all very much being here.
  2. Long before I had Zeus I had kitties so I am not just a Dog person. My best happy thoughts for you and your kitten Roarie!
  3. I tried to reply before and when I hit add reply it all went away except for the pictures. Thank you for your responses your asking me to tell you other things about him was a help. Zeus never ran through a window but he did take out a screen door :lol:and some carpet,wood molding 1/2 dozen shoes but just as a puppy. After that he was very well behaved a stray emery board or tissue chewed while I was at work. Zeus had tons of personality I know you may think me biased but it's true It sticks in my craw so much because his mind and heart were sooo STRONG but his damn legs/back wore out(poor baby)Poor me it was tough not to be selfish and try to keep him with me longer. I am not all alone thou my boyfriend thought he was chopped liver for most of January. He has a mixed breed dog named Sammy who is approx. 10 We almost lost him last year. He is diabetic and arthrectic (yes I am a terrible speller ) As terrible as it sounds I did not expect Zeus to be the first to go. Sammy is very sweet; a kisser where Zeus was'nt much on that. He loves the summer when we go out to the pool no he doesn't swim but he likes that we are outside with him while he checks out the backyard. If we even so much as look like we are going outside Sammy gets all happy. I think when the time is right I want another Great Dane. (There is a rescue in my town) But my boyfriend says that once Sammy is gone that we shoud give ourselves a break. I really don't think that an empty house will last that long but we shall see. Also my boyfriend doesn't understand why I don't want a dog that can't fit throught the doggie door Perhaps that is something to consider as well; so many need homes. It's too soon but it's in the back of my mind. Thanks again. Take care
  4. I meant to write sooner even now I am still crying my eyes out. It was a month ago I had to let my boy go and To say I feel CRUSHED!! would be an understatement. His back legs would give out on him and he lost muscle. He wasn't in pain just confused that he couldn't do what he use to without falling down. I live not even 1/2 block from my vet and had to make him walk there. I keep seeing him walk fine for a few steps then fall and I had to tearfully make him get up and go on to his death. My vet said it was one of many possiable spine diseases or something like that. As you all may know my mind is not so good at retaining information at this time in my life. I went there that morning knowing I had to put him to sleep but in the back of mind I was hoping the vet would tell me it wasn't needed but..... I stayed for both shots and held his head in my lap and I question that decision because I so often see him laying there for the last time in my minds eye and it HURTS SO MUCH!!!
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