i do not know how to reply i hope this works. life in general has been hell. i have been so mad at the world every thing is going wrong. my camera broke, on christmas eve of all times. it cost 150.00 to fix it, then i find a 2x better one for 20.00 more that it cost to fix the old one. my lease is up at my salon and i cant afford it anymore becouse my hair stylist found other places to go becuse of the nail smell. i opened an account at a credit union and deposited a large chech and there putting a 5 day hold on it. my husband lost his secound job. my son (he is 20)lost his job and can not pay me rent,which is only 100.00 a week but it helps, all utilities have doubled becouse he does not have a job and is home all the time. And i know its just life and these thing happen but as the saying goes enough prune jucie this to will pass. well i gone thru a gallon so far lol. i just wish i could go to sleep early and wake up early and actualy want to get out of bed and do something like clean this house.when am i going to get off my butt stop crying and want to live again. my husband makes comments under his breath and i ask what did you say and he says nothing dear. when i get mad i clean, man you should of see the house a week ago. so i think i am going to go clean and forget about every thing for awhile, i am going to go to the west valley meeting on monday night maybe that will help i have not done that yet. deb