Earlier today, i gave my little girl Darby, my husky of 16 years back to God. After a remarkable healty life, 2 weeks ago she was diagnosed with conjestive heart failure. We tried lassicks for 2 weeks with minor improvement for a few days and this past saturday she was so struggling to breath and coughing so deeply. Today it was unbareable to see here struggle. Tonight i am in such pain and despair, panic attacks and almost a feeling of terror about how she fought to the very last breath. I now feel that she may have been scared and that i was wanting to do away with her. I ache in my heart. Guilt is overwhelming me now. I am a 53 year old man and i have a heart condiition, I can not help but believe that she assumed some of heart problems. Right now my guilt is overwhelming me. can anyone please help?
