Hi Charley, Thanks for the reply. Yes, I do talk to some friends but I think if you havent lost someone that you were that close with then its hard for them to understand. My husband doesnt understand at all. He says the same thing as yours, that its something he could get over. He says life goes on. Well, I realize that but it doesnt make it any easier. I had moved out of state two years ago when I married my husband and its been hard to know that the last two years of his life I was gone. I only seen them on holidays and once in the summers. I just feel so bad.