Ejn

You're right Mary Linda I guess we will cry for the rest of our lives. My Larry passed away 11/17/07 and there hasn't been a day that I haven't cried. Sometimes all day and night.

I'm sorry for your loss Jan. My husband of 46 years passed away 9 months ago and I truly believe it's getting worse. I cry every day. Day and night. I sometimes think there is something wrong with me. My best friend, the other day told me to stop feeling sorry for my self. I am glad you have your daughter there. My daughters are in different states and I am alone here.

Hi Kathy, My Larry passed away 6 months ago. I know exactly how you are feeling. I cry every day, every night. I am alone my kids live in other states. We talk on the phone but I can't get over the loneliness. They say it gets better with time I hope I can last that long. Hang in there I'm also trying. EJN

Thank you everyone. It's times when I am alone that this forum helps me. I miss him so much I can't stand it. I found some cam corder tapes the other day and I took them to a lady to have them transfered to DVD I am hoping that his voice is on a least one of them.

Larry and I were married 46 years last October. He died 11/17/07 We were married when I was 18 and he 21. I have never been alone and I don't kn ow who I am or where I belong I am having a really bad time being alone. My daughter wants me to move to Wisconsin but I have been living in Arizona for over 20 years. I don't think I can live there in the winter. I visit friend and I seem to be alright until I go home to the empty house.

Hi Lily, This is my first time in the Forum. I lost my husband on Nov.17,2007. I also cry every day. I guess we just have to keep going. I also lost my son 16 years ago. He was 21 years old. I think this is worse. Larry and I were married 46 years. Sometimes I think I'll cry forever. I am all alone here in AZ my children live in other states. Ejn