MAINE

I LOST MY MOM NOV. 4, 2004. I THINK I DIED INSIDE ALSO. THANKSGIVING CAME AND WENT WITH OUT EVEN KNOWEING IT. CHRISTMAS I HAD TO PUT ON AN ACT FOR MY CHILDREN. WHEN THEY LEFT TO GO TO THIER INLAWS HOUSES AND MY YOUNGEST WENT WITH MY EX HUSBAND I BROKE DOWN AND SAT IN MY MOMS ROOM AND CRIED. THE PAIN IS LIKE NO OTHER. I AM NOT SURE IF I WILL GET OVER THIS. EACH DAY IS LIKE ANOTHER MOUNTAIN TO CLIMB JUST TO GET OUT OF BED TO GET READY FOR WORK. MAINE