SmallBlessings

My dad died on March13th. I watched him take his last breath. We began planning the funeral. My sister was flying in and she died 2 days later. She drowned in a bathtub. She was grieving for dad...drank some and added some nerve pills...took a bath and passed out. My heart is all over the place. Somedays I have to remind myself to breathe. I was somewhat ready for dad's death. He died of Alzheimer's. But my sister's death blindsided me. I loved them both. And the pain is unreal. SmallBlessings

Thank you so much for confirming that it is too early for 'up and at em' And you are right I am numb. SmallBlessings

Hello everyone! I am new and I'm not sure if I am doing this right. But I lost my dad March 12th. My sister was on her way to the funeral, she died March 14th. I don't know where to start healing. I find myself pushing everyone away from me. I am tired of hearing others say, you must get on with your life. It's too soon. This is really tough, writing down how I feel, but I know it will help in the long run. Thanks SmallBlessings aka Patti