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jordann

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  1. I don't think anyone knows how they're going to get through Valentine's Day without the person that they love. My fiancee passed away Dec 4 of melanoma at 26 and I have no idea how I'm going to get through that day either. But, I try to focus on getting through today. I am so sorry for your sudden loss and for the grief that you are feeling right now. Know that you are not alone and try to find some type of comfort in that blessing. Wishing you the best. Nicole xo
  2. you're not wasting anyone's time!! I'm not a teen, but I'm only 26. I just signed on here tongiht because I was looking for someone to vent to about my loss. Feel free to say whatever you need to on here. No one will judge you. Remember, it's never too late for you feel the loss of your brother. You've been through alot since that happened. Stay strong and write whatever and whenever you want! Nicole xo
  3. Hi there! I'm new to this, but I want to give it a try. I lost my love, Mark, on December 4, 2004 after a battle with melanoma. He was only 26, as am I. We were together for five years and were planning on getting married after I finished law school on December 18. He was the most beautiful person that I had ever met. I miss him so much that it takes my breath away sometimes. I never knew you could physically feel emptiness until he was gone. I was with him when he passed and that helpless feeling just doesn't seem to be going away. My father has been great about the middle of the night phone calls, but I feel like I'm just worrying him. I've read about other people putting on the smiling face and trying to face the day. I'm doing the same thing. I feel like I'm a robot most of the time. I lose track of time and I'll catch myself just staring into space. I try to tell myself that I saw how sick he had become and I watched him suffer, why would I be mad that all of that is over for him? I guess it's just because when I saw him let go, I watched all of our dreams of marriage and a family go with him. There are even times when I just don't accept that all of that isn't going to happen. Although I know that doesn't make any sense, it doesn't stop me from feeling that way. I had the pastor tell me that the grief would come in waves and to just go with it when it does. I'm so afraid to do that. I just want to be able to be really busy and concentrate to pass the time, but I can't seem to accomplish the latter. I'm so sorry that I had to meet all of you this way and I wish all of you the best of luck getting through your difficult times. And, I apologize if I rambled on. Nicole xo
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