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Anna2

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  1. I would like to thank all of you for your kindness. I would like to say it has helped me in some way..but right now my sadness is too overwhelming. I do cry for your sadness and loss. I just don't understand life anymore. Too much death in the world. As for my husband..he thinks I should put all the pictures of mom away and not think of her. This s how he has been getting around his sadness over losing his mom in 2000. I cry over the loss of his mom too..and I do this at times when I miss her the most. My mom is a constant presents in my home. In her old room..even though my daughter moved back into it. I still have her chair just as she left it in front of the window next to the birds she loved. Big hugs to you all. Anna
  2. Sorry for your loss hon..I really don't think it gets easier..even though I have heard time heals all wounds. Problem is losing a parent is not the same thing. I lost my dad back in 97..but your right it is not the same for me either. Losing mom has just tore me up so bad. I do hope the best for you. All we can do is be here for one another when we come by to talk. Anna
  3. Gee I wish I could give you a hug in person. (((HUG))) I am sorry for your loss. I feel your sadness and long for my own to go..but unfortunately we are here to bare the pain and do what we can to stay alive. Life will never be the same again. Visit your mom I have mine here at home. Dad too. It some how helps to be near them in any way. Anna
  4. Hello Tina..nice to meet you. Reading your letter is like my own feelings. The loss is so deep inside my soul. I do know what you are feeling and wish I could make you feel better...but as like me there is nothing anyone could say to make your life better. I too had to watch mom die one day at a time until there was nothing left. Her face is in my face..her eyes mine. I look in the mirror and see her. I pass her room and feel she is still there. Caring for mom was the only thing that was important to me. Now that she is gone..I am lost. I do hope you have friends to help you. God bless you and your family. Anna
  5. I am so happy you were able to have your time doing the balloons. Mom's birthday was the 14th of Jan. I had family come over and we spent the day together..and I gave my brother a picture of him and mom in each others arms. It really made him happy. Anna
  6. I am truely sorry for your losses. Bless you and your family. Hugs, Anna
  7. My heart goes out to you and all of you who lost your parents. I wanted to go with my mom as she was slipping away. I can not bear the thought of her being gone and me left behind. I also do not believe I will ever get over this feeling and longing for mom. Sadness has become me. I put on a smile for my daughter..but it is so fake. I never smile anymore. I need some relief from this horrible feeling. Mom had her Birthday on the 14th of Jan. I knew she would not be here..so as she was dieing I sang happy birthday to her. She was to be 85 yrs old. No one is ever too old to feel loss of a parent. Age matters not to the living or the death of a loved one. It just is a part of life I do not want my daughters or son to have to go through. There is nothing I can do to help their loss they will feel as I do.. There has to be something else. I pray but no help comes. Anna
  8. Hi to all...my name is Anna. My mother passed away Dec 1st of 2004. She died of COPD and in the end starvation. I was her care giver and was with her daily until the end. I still see her body in her bed taking her last breath. I miss my mom so much I find it unbearable. I was so close to her..no one in the family understands. My husband say's I should be over it by now. I cry when I am alone which is most of the time. I have no company other than my animals. Mom lost her dog a few months ago and then she got real sick and passed too. I knew this was going to happen if she lost that dog of hers. Susie was all she lived for. Mom was here in our home for 7 yrs. We had our ups and downs..she seemed not to care about going away..except she asked me not to let her die alone. So I told her I would not let her go alone. I want to think of mom as being the way she was long ago..but all I see is her sickness and sadness and pain. She lost my dad and my step dad all in the same yr. We found out my brother passed away in 95. He was gone for so long with no word. The sorrow was just too much for her and I. Anyway..I need to write how I feel to those who have been in my shoes. I need help in finding myself again without my mom. I feel lost. Hugs and best to all who come my way. Anna
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