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I am so relieved to hear that others feel like their mom is on vacation. I wait for the phone to ring and her special way she said hello. Its been 2 months since my mom left unexpectedly and it really stinks..... I miss her so much. Some days I feel like I am alright but then another day it hits me like bricks. I have had a few dreams where my siblings have all been in the kitchen with mom and we were all hugging her it was so weird like she was letting us say our goodbyes. This is a great site to come and vent and hear others share their feelings.Thank you

I know how everyone is feeling here I lost my mom on the day we all celebrate a new year well it didnt happen January 1 I recieved a call around 8:00 am that something was wrong with ma and I needed to get over to her house I arrived and Fire engines and police were still there my heart dropped my dad with tears in his eyes is the most rememberable moment for me he never shows emotion my sister and brother crying I went straight to the hospital to only be told she had died. Never in my life have I felt so helpless. She was 69 years old and suffered heart failure which I really dont understand or I dont choose to This is so hard for me to believe she is not home in her chair greeting my family as we visit on sundays for dinner were do I begin or go on with life that just part of me is gone? please give me advice where to start?